Come What May ♥

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

♥ ♥ ♥
C M L

Watchaaaa !

GOOD MORNING !

Monday monday monday ! Holiday holiday holiday ! What a good day !

Yesterday went out with some ex-schoolmates , tan sau nga , ah soon , amelia and chai . We watched Kungfu Panda 2 - 3D . Although the ticket price is kinda expensive but I really had a great time with them . It had been a long time since I last saw Amelia and Chai . Haha :D After this outing everyone is going back to their studies . I study mine and they study theirs . Hmm tak syok kan . Not like last time , all of us learn the same thing in the same school . But now everyone will go busy with their own stuff . And tan sau nga will go to Pahang this wednesday . Haha , I don't know how he will feel but if it's me I think I will feel so berat hati to leave kl and go study in a new place with new people there . Hmm just hope everything will go fine with his studies bah :D Hohohoho .

Well yesterday I had Mcdonald in KLCC . Very full arrrrk . And I'm bored with spicy chikcen mcdeluxe now -.- I won't order that again the next time I go to McD . Haha . Maybe will order McChicken . Cheap cheap and ho jiak :D haha . Somemore I bought a sundae ice cream yesterday , so niceeeee arhhh . But too full already -.- Then during movie eat popcorn pulak . Lagilahh . My stomach macam nak burst already . No selera to makan at all . Back to desa makan chicken nuggets pulak , hehe :D Eat too much already ah ytd ! Non-stop eating , really gonna gain fat already . Hmmmm .

Kay la kay la . I think I will stop writing here . I don't know what i'm writing now actually , haha :D Some messages to tan sau nga : Happy studying there ! No pork no pork :D wakakaka . Don't come and scold me in the phone .

BYE !

Ma to-do list :D

ALRIGHT GUYS , LET'S DO THIS NOW ! :D

Yo yoyoyoyoyoyoyo ! Hahahaha . This is my ' real ' to-do list ! Now is the school holiday season and i'm so excited about this school holiday ! Finally I have time to chill out and relax . Really finally . Haha :D long time didn't enjoy online and eat chocolates at home . These few weeks I've been feel so lifeless . But everything will start changing now . Even though it's actually a bad changing but I'm gonna change it to become a good ones . Believe me ! Hoho . Long time didn't post something fun like this . These few weeks I think I had post a lot stuff bout life and don't know what other stupid things lah . Write until like the world gonna end like that -.- Haha .

Hmm starting this school holiday I'm going to do what I cannot do during school . But of course , I need to settle my homework first . Haaaaihhh . I tell u ah , my homework a lot until I dont know how to describe . Form 5 that time also never been like that ah ! See , everything change already . After turned eighteen , my whole life change until mm chi yong jorh -.- Like don't know what . From sweet sixteen , sour seventeen and then now bitter eighteen . Jiak sai right . By the way , I still can't believe I'm 18 yrs old already . Time passes so fast , what to do . Everybody growing up now . They have their own life and I have mine too . So now just forget about those stupid life thing and goes on with my life , so called teenager life . Haha .

Actually I'm very excited about this two weeks holiday . I think I've planned something for this holiday but I forgot it all -.- Pandai kan . So fine , I will just go with my ' real ' to-do list that is sing , count my blessings , hope , eat lots of ice-cream , smile with stranger macam sakai , keep learning , laugh , love AND love some more (: Good Luck !

I love cml :D

Grow up no grow up .

Never Grow Up .

I really hope that I can stay in childhood forever . I really don't wanna grow up . I never wanted to be a teenager or maybe an adult . It's sucks . There's so many things to think about , there's so many things to care about , there's so many thing to solve . Why life has so many things happen but we just have one and only life to live ? Why life problems appear ? Why there's so many things appearing now ? Hergh . Something wrong is happen to me now . But I don't know what is it . What the hell huh ? I am so effin' lazy to figure out what happens to me . I'm so tired of this .I just wanna have my ice cream happily and enjoy my two weeks holiday from now . Haha . But but , aih , I just can't stop sighing today . Everything is like , so un-awesome -.- Cuz' I don't know what the hell happen to me . Hahah . How I hope I can smile and laugh like the lil' girl now . Kay , that the end of my post . I'm gonna search that smile now .

BAH !

Let it pass

Everything will back to the beginning , back to the starting point . Life is like a circle . No matter how far u run , you will back to the same point where you start running . There are so many different people in this world . God create us to be different . Even a pair of twins are different from each other . We have different thinking , we have different attitude , we have different stuff and happenings in life . Everything are just different . And things will change . These few weeks I have been talking about things changes and all that stuff . Haha . I don't know why I will think like that but yeah , I really feel that things already start changing now . It's like my life now has been changing and I'm really growing up now . I am no more seventeen or sixteen silly girl . I'm eighteen now . Hmmm . I don't wanna grow up , seriously .

Whatever happens in our life , we just have to accept it . This too shall pass (:

CML

Cross (:

Yeah , cross my fingers and pray . That's all I can do now . I've been stress and keep thinking about my school stuffs . I almost forgot what is the meaning of life and what's the meaning of fun . I'm totally lost . Like a crazy girl walking in the street with all the people looking at me but did not help me . I've never make a decision myself . I always fail to do that ! But now , after I had express my feelings to this special one , I made up my decision already . I choose what I want and I let this special one to help me . It's up to this special person to guide my life . I believe this special person (: So now , I will cross my fingers and go to sleep ! Hahaha :D Nights , everyone . No more worries , I guess (: Sweet dreams .

CML

Kick-start !

YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO

Fuyhh , I've been busy like for seven days ! I mean , one week . Recently I'm busy with my Form 6 stuff . Actually there is nothing to busy about because this week is actually the orientation week only . We get to know our form 6 teacher and also the upper six students , our seniors . The orientation was quite fun . But this week is a tiring week to me ): I have to wake up early in the morning at six am , get ready for school and then listen to the ceramah and all that stuff . Came back from school at 2pm and then get ready for work . From 4pm until 10 pm . Hectic eh ? Not only hectic , but also lifeless actually -.- Hmmmm . Sigh .

These few days I kept thinking about those transfer school punya stuff . Aiyoo I tell u ah . I think and think until I wanna go crazy already . Seriously , it's actually just a small matter but I don't know why I make it become like a big matter like that -.- Like so ' dai ban jiong ' . Hmmm but now I had made up my mind to transfer school . I'm so tired of thinking those stuff anymore . By the way , Setapak High School is actually a nice school . The teachers and people there are nice (: Especially my new classmates , all of them are so friendly . Most of them are girls and there are only four boys in the class . Hoho . Kinda fun , cuz the girls can bully the guys now :D Haha . So uhm , I hope I will have fun in this school and get a good memory in Setapak High School (: And I also hope , when I get to transfer school , I can adapt myself in the new environment of my new school , if and only if I get to transfer lah . If tak dapat transfer then I will just stay at Setapak High school , with some of my old friends and also new friends (: I have to stop thinking and stick to my last decision now . No more hesitating and all those uhm uhm . I have to make my own decision and just go with the flow . And also let God do the rest of my work . I believe He have a good plan for my life . Whatever it is , I will accept it , with a big & open heart (:

Hope everything will be fine . Hope I can get a good starting for form 6 .
Hope hope hope ! :D

That's all for my post today . Bye everyone !

Changing .

Things happens so suddenly . You'll never know when the big thing will come and the small thing will disappear . Know what I mean ? Argh fine , no one will understand what I'm tryin' to say . Actually there is one question that I wish that people can give me the answer . Why human are not able to know their future ? Why can't they figure out their own future and just choose the way of life they want ? I don't know . I don't know why suddenly I have this kind of thinking but uhm , I really wish that someone will tell me the answer . But I guess , no one can tell me the answer except Him . Only He can answer my question . Because He is the only person that know the answer :) Don't you agree with me ? If human know their future , their life will go .. miserable I guess ? You already know your future and you just follow the way that are already arranged for you . You will never experience any challenge in your life . You will never learn to decide your life on your own .

Sometimes I feel so curious about this thing . Why human can't forget about what they had experience in their life ? I mean , their bad past . How I wish I can forget mine . I really hope that there is one ' backspace button ' in my hand and when I click it , POOOF ! All the bad experience and memory , all gone ! How fun is that huh ? But .. All of us know that , things won't happen like that .

I really don't know what the hell I'm talking about now . Things around me are floating and stars are flying above my head . I was just crapping around just now . Just forget about what I said , readers . Every human will change . They will change . Seriously , everything will change .

Just .. change .

CML .

Hope !

Do you have hope ? I have one . Eh no , I have lots of hope ! (:
Don't be a hopeless person . Hee .

Hello everyone ! It's first of May today ! Say yeay ! And it's Sunday too :D Such a great day huh . Actually I'm wondering what I'm going to do to spend my Sunday . Gonna catch ants and lalats ? No ants and lalat lehh today ): Or read some books ? Hmm , good idea . Oh ! One more thing , I feel like cutting my hair today ! Since it's 1st of May , and since it's a Sunday , why not go out and cut my hair ? I keep thinking about it . But just now when I woke up , my mom asked me not to cut my hair . She said there is no use that I go cut my hair . And she said I will feel regret cutting my hair . After hearing what she said , I really don't dare to go cut my hair already . Arggggh . It's just cutting hair , but I nervous and scared until like choosing a husband -.- I don't know , I don't know . I'll be listening to songs the whole day I guess ! Hahaha :D

When the world says give up ,
Hope whispers ; try it one more time (:

Adios ! CML