HAPPY 2012 !

Hello people ! 2011 is going to end soon ! Very very soon :D Hahaha . This year I'm kinda anticipating 2012 year. Don't ask me why. But I knew it would be a special year (: , I hope so. Even though there's a lot rumors saying that 2012 will be the end of the world or something like that but we still have to get a life (: Honestly speaking, I'm afraid of that happens. But I wouldn't want to live 2012 with fears in my mind. You wouldn't want too right?
Lots of things happened in the year 2011. Good ones and the bad ones. Some had let me laugh some had let me cry. No matter what had happened, it still a memorable year (: Next year I'm going to be nineteen years old girl OH MY GOD !
So let's enjoy 2012 with lots of joy & love ! Hmmmmm every year I have different new year resolution :D I can't really rmb if I had realize them :p haha. Hmm let's see my 2012 new year resolution, kinda ridiculous xD But I love it.

1. Eat more ice-cream
2. Make a wish on a shooting star
3. Take more beautiful pictures
4. Count blessings
5. Pray more
6. Listen more songs
7. Relax more
8. Fear less
9. Have fun without any regrets
10. Make something that I proud of myself
11. Make a cake on my own
12. Play with snow
13. Get over my fear of heights
14. Don't let anyone influence me
15. Be myself
16. Meet Taylor Swift
17. Laugh until I cry
18. No sick throughout the whole year
19. Learn how to play guitar
20. Go on a vacation with my loved ones
21. Watch a sunrise and sunset
22. Have a 3 days 2 nights on a beach
23. Stop eating instant noodles
24. Taste the world's most spicy chilli
25. Have more money
26. Have a perfect converse shoes
27.Get a good results
28. Buy a lot a lot of novels
29. Have a awesome 2012
30. Kiss the person I love on new year eve (:

So guys, are you ready for 2012 ? I am ! :D hahaha
Have a great year of 2012 guys !

From cml :D

Happy Christmas Eve (:

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! :D
Let's celebrate this season with joy & love.
Christmas is not just a fun celebration, a rock party, or anything but it's actually a meaningful celebration, especially to the Christians.
25th December ; the birth of the Son Of God, Jesus Christ (:

Have a peaceful Christmas Eve everyone !

Love, cml

Hear me.

Just a hug (:

I LOVE IT
WHEN YOU
HUG ME FROM
BEHIND (:

cml .

It's cml :D

BONJOUR ! :D

Hahahahhaha . Silly huh ?
Long time didn't post up my picture already :D haha.
I'm eighteen and yet I'm still wearing school uniform to school, unlike others , hmmm.
I seriously look like a nerd with my uniform. Haha.

Get some life (:

DON'T FORGET
TO
HAVE A
GOOD TIME (:

Hello people !
Haha :D Is me, is me ! I'm back here to update my blog. Haha. I've been very lazy to update my blog even though I visit my blog everytime when I online :D haha. Funny huh ? Sometimes I really wanted to post something about my current life but I'm really lazy to write about it I don't know why :| I rather online watching videos listen to musics and log on to my facebook page. Teehee. And oh, never forget to look pictures on tumblr too :]

Well, let me tell you about my recent life :) Nothing much about it but I start to love my life since that 1st sept and 1st oct. There is something really special about that date and I will never forget that date, seriously (: But but, there's something with my 18 yrs old life that is ; MY SCHOOL LIFE ! ughhhh . Stpm is real hard man. It's not kacang it's not goreng it's not anything easy and i'm really die this time -.- Haha. My results was not so good, but hmm, I wanna try harder this time (: Honestly speaking.. I'm a person who give up very quickly. When I can't get something that I wish for, all I do was .. waiting for it to come :p hahaha. I always thought I'm a princess or something and I can wait for the chances to come to me and poof ! I'll grab it and tadaaaaa, it's in my hand already. But NO. Things doesn't happen that way and I shouldn't have this kind of thinking anymore. Chances do not come to ourselves unless we search for it. There are so many chances in life and we should appreciate it. If the chances is for you, take it and make the best of it (: If it's not for you, don't ever try to make it as yours, you will never make it. This is what I believe (: If it's yours, it will always be yours. Hehe :p I sounds like a philosopher huh ? wakakaka :D Just ignore me (: So this time I don't wanna give up anymore (:
* Twist my finger *

Oh ya. Actually I had said something that is really far away from my topic -.- What I wanna say is that, I have tons of homework during this holiday ! And this is not even a holiday for me ): But nevermind! Know why? Cuz' this will be the very first time in my life doing homework, attending extra classes and tuition during the long break holiday. Woo yeah babeh. Let's make learning fun. Hahahhahaha -.- Lame leh.

Tomorrow I will do the quadrat and line transect experiment with my group partner. Hopefully the weather will be fine (: Not too hot and not raining too (:
God bless ! (:

Adioooos !
CML [:

Afraid of.

I've always been thinking ;

I'm afraid of losing the people I love.
But sometimes I wonder, is there anyone out there afraid to lose me ?
And sometimes I just feel that I'm not important at all to the people that I care.
Maybe I'm just a VNIP.
I'm just a nobody.
It's 11.11.11 today.
And it's nothing.
Nothing happen.

cml

The one and or two (:

011111 ;

I SEE SPARKS FLY WHENEVER YOU SMILE .
(:

A small thing that he did
meant a lot to me. And to him.
♥
I love the way he look at me. I love the way he talk to me. I love the way he joke around to make me laugh. I love the way he tease me. I love the way he play with my hair. I love the way he hold my hand. I love the way he put his arm on my shoulder. I love the way he hug me. I love the way he wipe off my tears. I love the way he text me even it's late. I love the way he say goodnight to me. Hmmm. Shit huh. I love everything about him.

With you ♥

Hey you,
01.10.2011
A great starting of October.
♥

Wishing you were here, with me.

Sit in the train alone. Looking outside the window. Listening to songs.
Thinking about someone. Missing him.
Wishing he were there. But he is not.
Walking in the middle of the rain.
Got no where to go.
Walking with no direction.
Wishing he were here. But he is not.

Summary : You missed him, a lot.

That guy.

Forever the name on my lips ♥

Outing & gathering c:

Good morning ! It's a great Saturday morning today (:
Haha . Today I suppose to go for my Kendo practice in school but I missed it. I can't wake up yesterday night. It was a long long day yesterday. Had a lot of fun with my schoolmates from my high school and also with my ex-schoolmates (: They are all awesome ! Hahah :D I'm happy that I get to join them for an outing. It had been a tiring day for me but it is worth it. Cuz' after for so long studying in Form 6, I never had a relaxing day before. Yesterday was a great one. I went out for the whole day man ! Haha :D I put away all my books , put all away my worries about homework and project and just poof ! Went out with my friends -.- Yesterday I don't feel anything but today I'm kinda worried already. Haha :D

Yesterday morning me and my schoolmates ; Gel, Ys, Noryn, Winson and Marcus went to pavilion for a movie, Apollo 18. Hmm that movie was uhm, kinda boring ? At first I really don't understand the storyline but after watching until half scene I think I get it. Hahaha :D There's something like alien or ghost or spider or something at the moon and those astronaut caught in there, die in the space. Scary huh ? To me it was kinda scary but then, I very brave, tak takut puuuuun :p hahaha ! Perasan -.-

After movie we went for a bowl of snowflake ! (: Hmmm I ordered the bestseller bowl. First time that I can really finish up my snowflake. Haha. And while eating snowflake, it also remind me of my ex-schoolmates. Last time I used to have snowflake with them, laughing hard at the table having our snowflake. But now it's a bit hard (': Everyone have to go study, some far from KL. But it's okay ! There are a million of chances c: hehe. And then after had our snowflake all of us were blank , don't know what to do and where to go already. Macam anak ayam kehilangan ibunya :p haha . So Marcus give an idea to play bowling at ts. So off we went ! We really had a great time playing bowling, it was real fun ! haha :D At first I got strike and spare and then slowly become lembik already haha x] Bowling is really fun.

At night I went out for a Barbeque dinner with my ex-classmates. It had been a long time since I last saw them , all are studying different courses and at different places. It's good to see and chat with them. I had a very full dinner yesterday :p teehee. After the dinner we went to LookOutPoint for yamcha. I really like that place a lot ! The view was superb nice c: Should have go there more often, (:

That's all for my story about yesterday. I had a great 1Malaysia day tho ! :D

Loves, cml (:

These lil' things (:

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Sometimes, there are these lil' things that appeared in our life will give a very great happiness to us. And this lil' things will comes and goes very fast. You have to catch it, and appreciate it. Use every chance that you have. Use all the time that you have to love this lil' things and make a good memory out of it.Maybe or maybe again, this lil' things are just around you now. You might can't see it, but no worries, you don't have to open your eyes big to look for it. You just need to wait for it and it will come to you eventually, it will come to you anytime it wants. So, be prepared and be happy, that you have these lil' things come to you and brights up your life. Am I talking nonsense now ? Haha . This is what will happen to me sometimes . Weird huh ? Haha (: Just remember, that lil' thing really will be the greatest memory in your life .

Ignore me ! :D

Never let it go.

It is a great thing that one day you meet someone that will hold your hand and never want to let you go away. It is a great thing that one day you meet someone that will hug you very tightly and want you to be by his side all the time. It is a great thing that one day you meet someone that tell you he love you just the way you are and never care about how you looks like. It is a great thing that one day you meet someone that really love you and wants to be with you all the time. It is a great thing that one day there's a guy telling you he wants to be your man. Isn't it great ? Yes, it is great.

Enchanted . That's all I can say.
♥

Lucky [:

JENG JENG JENG ! :D

Here are some cute pictures that I really wanna share with you guys. It's the new puppy, Lucky in my hometown ! This puppy is super freaking cute :D haha ! I really like this dog a lot. He is freaking small and everytime when I see him I really wanna hug him and just squeeze him in my arm ! Haha :p What I meant is , hug him, not kill him :p haha. He is really cute and I just hope that he will forever be in that mini size , haha . Now let's let the pictures to do the talk (:

Hello (:








Cute huh ? hehe :p

Midsummer Night Dream

ORIENTATION BALL NIGHT ! :D
A midsummer night dream

Hey guys (: At first I was very excited to share the pictures and some stories of the Orientation Ball Night held by the Form 6 Council last two weeks. But then uhm , again because of my laziness and time is not really allowing me to popek much here, so I think I will just write the exciting parts of the OB night (: Hehe, let's get it started !

Well well, last two weeks which is 20th August was the OB Night which everyone are waiting and excited for. Actually I myself never had gone through this kind of experience before. I mean, I never go for a ball night before :x haha . Kinda embarrassing doh. Haha. Btw, the OB night was kinda successful eventhough there were quite some number of problems appeared but I'm very glad that everyone actually had a great night. Hehe. And and , I had dressed myself and even make up to attend the OB Night. Hmmmm I like my makeup but I really don't like my hairstyle ): It looks too mature on me and I felt like I am so old. Haha . Here's a picture of mine !

Look damn old right ? haha :D


That night was a busy night for me since I'm one of the committee. I have to in charge for the awards and games. I'm wearing a high heels and walk around the hall. It's really painful ! ): But everything is worth it (: It's a very good night , and a very fun night ! I actually enjoyed it a lot (: Thanks to God for blessing the ball night , hee (: I think I will stop here. Very tired johhh . Hehe :p

Laughwithjoy with hearts (:

200TH ! (:

200TH POST !

Hello everyone ! This is my 200th post in my blog ! Fuyohhhhh . Already 200 post rupanya :p Hahaha . It has been a long time since I update my blog. Hmmm . My blog is so dead right ? I'm so sorry. Actually I'm having a very nice holiday this week but yet I can't still find a suitable time to update my blog :D Haha. A lot of things happens after I had enter Form 6. Life , studies , and a lot ! Everything is changing ! But I'm actually glad that things has changed. Without some changes we will never improve, right ? Haha . I'm trying to pujuk myself actually. Haha. Well , after this 200th post I will post some of my pictures for the OB Night that was held last two weeks ! Imagine that ! This thing was happened last two weeks ago and now only I update it , weeha :p I'm so great. Kay, without wasting my time , and your time, let's read the next post !

SHALOM !

Heart.

Sometimes you don't have to follow what people said but just follow what your heart says. But do you know that sometimes when you follow what your heart say, it may kill you. It might really kill you.

We shall not worry too much of the things tomorrow cuz everything had actually planned well. What for we keep worrying about tmr and neglected what we should do today ? Errrr, actually I don't know what I'm talking about also but then erm, I hope you guys understand lah :D Teehee. Today got bit soh soh dei. Haha.

BYEBYE !

With loves, CML (:

Nerdy :x

I TURN INTO A NERD ! A FREAKING CRAZY NERD -.-
Good morning everyone ! Hmmmm long time didn't have this kind of feeling already. Know what time of feeling is it ? That is blogging in the early morning. Well , last time I used to do this. Post a new entry in the morning really make up my day. But after starting my school , I never get this chance to do this again. It's very hard for me to find time to blog something. Too busy, too many things to do yet so little time. Haha. I really going to be a nerd already. Haha :D I don't want to be a nerd :x

CML !

Car car !

안녕 ! 안녕 ! 안녕 !

Know what ? Today I went to listen for the undang thingy . Finally ! Haha :D Finally I went for that stupid undang class. Today is really not a good day for those who went for the undang. This morning, me and my sis reach the shop early to wait for the people who will fetch us to the JPJ for the undang thingy. Waited for 30 minutes then finally a guy came. We waited for 10 minutes again for the car to come. And then we went to the JPJ, when I reached there I was kinda relieved. Cuz I really hope the undang thingy can finish faster. So when all of us went in to the office, the first thing I noticed was, the whole office was so stuffy. No light, inside was kinda dark. And there were no wind at all -.- what I meant was, no fan ! no air-cond ! So fine, I thought maybe the office memang like that. Then we waited for like until 9.30 and we were allowed to go into the room where we will be given the undang class. That room was totally a dark room , again -.- And got two air-cond, I was kinda happy with it. So me and my sis search a place to sit. After sitting for 10 minutes in the room , no one came in to on the air-cond. It was so stuffy and those lelaki smoking punya bau kuaaaaat dao ! I really can't breathe joh that time :x And I reach a level until I took out paper I fan myself -.-

And theeeeen , the in charged guy came in at 10 and thick our attendance. Afteeeer that , he don't know bilibala what and then say the class postpone to 12.30 . OH MY GOD. That time was 10 something only lehh brother ! All of us have to wait for 2 hours ? Then fine. Ku sabar. After having some difficulties of breathing -.- we went to the canteen. At first I really thought I can find some food in the canteen and mana tau , the canteen sell nothing but nasi goreng. You all say laaa, cham mou ? ): So what to do ? I mah ordered nasi ayam goreng lo. And then hor , most worst is that , the canteen table full of dust de ah ! I'm not complaining but hor .. why all things also become the opposite of what I think de ? Very cham leh . All my perfect imagination gone liao leh D: haha . Fine fine . So I read some books while waiting the time to pass. And then hor , read read yi xia I slept -.- This even worse, I slept at the canteen . Finally ! The class started at one something. The guy came in , talk talk talk dont know for 10 minutes only then gave us 20 minutes break again . So , I fed up dao I went out and buy mamee snacks to eat -.- Then he came back to explain and explain again until 3.30 . 3.30 ngam ngam he let us go. Really Malaysian lah this guy. I don't know what to say already. Haha.

By the way, the guy let us watch some of the video clip on car accidents. Kinda scary dohhh. And I was kinda worried, don't know I can drive or not. Haha :D kay, that's all for today !

CML !

Hm .

BONJOUR BONJOUR BONJOUR !

Sigh. I left my blog for weeks again. Feel so sorry to my blog. If I didn't choose STPM as my choice, I wouldn't be busy until like this. This is funny. I don't know why it's so funny. I thought Form 6 life would be easier than my secondary form life. But terbalik -.- I am so freaking busy everyday. I don't know what I'm so busy also. Maybe use too much time to facebook then complain not enough time :x haha funny right.

By the way, remember that I had said before that my school is planning a ball night for all the Form 6 students and I'm one of the committee ? Well, things doesn't turn out well like what our team want to be. Totally different and I never thought this would happen. Seriously, everyone want to enjoy the night. But now things happens like this. And people are blaming each other. Funny right. I don't care who's fault but I just hope that everyone will enjoy the night and appreciate what we had did. We actually had put a lot of effort and our time to handle all things. But now, everything turn upside down. We are not sure about the date at all. We can't do anything at all.

Now I just hope that our teacher will approve and let us all enjoy the night .

Yours will be done !

BY CML

Time taken .

SO MANY THINGS YET SO LITTLE TIME .

Today I was kinda disappointed with my own results . I didn't get good scores in my PA and also my Biology test . PA I did the wrong graph and I lost a lot of marks there . And bio , out of 36 marks I only get 18 marks . Can u imagine that ? It's half of the full marks ! Teacher was kinda disappointed too , cuz' she expect us to score better . This is the first time our Bio teacher set up the easiest questions for us and yet we can't score a good marks . Hmmm . Very teruk lahh my results . It's getting worst day by day . I really don't know what to say already . The standard are getting lower and lower . My brain really kinda tak guna larh . Haha . That's all I can say . Cuz' last time ppl don't even have tuition class at outside but they can get 4 flat and their 4 flat is true 4 flat ! Not those chapalang chapalang 4 flat leh . Now ppl want to get 4 flat consider very kacang already . Last time was very hard . That's why I really feel that I'm very stupid if compared to the ppl last time who don't have tuition and need to study themselves . They're really genius ! Haihhhhhh . What to do now ? GO SLEEP .

Bye

Hola !

HELLO HELLO HELLO ! :D

Tadaaaaaa ! I am back to write somehting in my blog !

Foooohhhhh , for so many weeks I didn't post up new entry in my blog . Really feel incredible . Haha :D But at the same time feel sorry to my blog also . Hehe .
Alright , since I didn't update my blog for such a long time, I think I'll write everything that happened throughout the whole week . Many things happen actually . Good things and bad things . If you guys are patient enough to read my stories one by one , then go ahead :D Haha .

I was really busy for these few weeks . Many things to handle , especially my studies . I had exam this week, and I just finished my Muet paper today . Everything is hard ! I was nervous for this whole exam . Not only for Muet but all ! I had been nervous all the time sitting for the exam . Our school really handle the exam like the real exam , STPM . They made us sit in the hall and do our exam papers . I was kinda shocked at first that all of us need to answers our exam papers in the hall . But I think that it is a very good thing , so that next time we will get used to the actual exam procedure . And you guys know what .. the exam papers are really hard . Hmmm I dont know how to describe the questions but everything seems hard to me . I can answer the questions but I seriously don't have enough confidence . And today when I sat for my muet speaking paper , I failed to speak fluently . My words are totally .. berterabur :x hancur liao lo this time de test . And I really salute to people who can score maths . Really tabik ! I hope I wont get egg marks for my maths * crossing my fingers * And after this test , the school will rearrange us . Hmm .. if can , I really don't want to change class . That's all I hope for . But anyway , after the Muet paper finished , I feel relieved . Exam is finally over ! However , I need to keep moving on (: cannot rest for too long . Haha :D

And and and , I'm one of the OB night committee for our school form 6 council . We will have our OB night next week and I felt that there are many things that we haven't prepare yet . I just hope that the OB night this year will be a great success and a memorable night for our seniors (: That's all I hope . Cuz' as I know , our senior had made many special things for the OB night last year . So I hope we can give them the same thing too (: Hehe . Kay laa . I don't want write so long ady . My fingers also tired liao . And I guess you guys punya mata also berbunga-bunga ady :D haha . Off first ! BYE !

* Oh ya oh ya : I will come back more often for new entry ! Never gonna let my blog like this again :D

Laugh with joy .

3006 (:

LAST DAY OF JUNE

HEY ! Today is the last day of June . I'm like so excited ? Hahah :D No larhh , I'm not excited at all . Because I know that everytime when I expect something to be good , it will ended up very bad . It's like when people say . the more you expect , the more you will get disappointed . So it's better not to be too excited and happy at the beginning before things are settled down . Whoaaaaa , I sounds like so pro right ? Hahhahaha -.- lame .

By the way , today I wanna share some stories with u guys . Oh oh , stories ! Long time didn't tell stories already :D haha . Well ; today our school had made a telematch between the seniors and juniors , only for the form sixers :D we had futsal game and my team lost ): So sad . And I'm the goalkeeper somemore . Aiyoyo, feel so shameful with myself . Haha :D Although we lost the game but yeah , I enjoyed it a lot . And it's only 7 minutes game , so okay okay lahhh . Hee . Then after the futsal game , I joined the seniors for basketball game . It was really fun . And and , actually I don't know how to play basketball at all -.- But nvm larrrh , just play play only . Hehe -.- I very stupid right .

Hahahaha . Kay la , I think I'll just stop my post here . Got to go to finish my homework ): Damn lots of homework larh . Ku nak menangis already . Haha . Kay , chao dulu .
Bye readers !

With loves , cml .

He can hear me .

What can I do ? What should I do ?

That's the only question that keep appearing in my mind now . I don't know why there were so many things happened to me this few days . Not few days .. but for few weeks . 2011 is really not my year . So many unwanted things happened . I tried hard to let go of it but I can't . Sometimes when I sit on the couch I will start thinking , why I need to continue my studies ? I really had the thought of stop studying . I wanna continue working . Because there's nothing to worry and stressed about when I working . And I enjoyed my work a lot . But , tak mungkin punya larhhh . Sigh .

Now I just can tell myself to move on and keep going on with my life . I need to make something best out of my life . Like what people said , Live to the fullest . Yeahhh . I should have let go all the unwanted things and get started again (: Haha . Sounds so stupid right , I know . And I never been like this before pun . Maybe it's time for some change . Hope God will guide me all the way (: Yes !

Alright , start from now I really need to move on and depend on myself . Oh yaa . Forget to say one thing . I have a loving-family ! I love my family so so much (: Especially my mom , sis , bro and my dad . Yeah , all of them lah actually -.- Haha . They are there for me when I need them the most . Really .

Kay , I'll end my post here . I just hope no more any bad things will happen
* crossing my fingers *

C M L

Faith .

Let's have something new (:
Don't stop believin' . Yes .
Never stop believe in Him .

When the whole world says give up , Hope whispers and says , try it one more time .
Keep this in mind
Let's move !

CML

Greenade (:

Hello ! I am so ' free ' at this moment . So just spend some time write something for a new post . Long time didn't write stuff at here already . Everytime also write those lifeless stuff , very boring right . Haha . Kay la , let's listen to my stories now .

Actually I had moved to a new school last week , St.John Institution . It is a very nice school , everytime when I entered the school I really feel like i'm in a heritage building in Malacca :D haha . By the way , today is our school Sport's Day . I'm in green team , D'Joseph . I never thought I will get green team again this time :D haha . I've been in green house since I was in kindergarten . Can you imagine how long is it ? Haha . That's why I really like to be in green house . And even though green team nampak kinda lembik from other team but it is the opposite side . Haha :D our team won for the perbarisan and get third place for this year kejohanan . Fuhh . Kinda shocked when I know the results , haha :D Cuz all of us feel that we won't win this time but mana tau , rupanya dapat ! haha :D Geng right ? hehe .

That's all I wanna say I guess . Very malas want to write long long lah . My fingers shouting tired already :D haha .

CML

Raise up your hands .

Hello readers ! Feel so sorry that I didn't update my blog for such a long period . Nowadays have been busy for school . Never had a busy routine like this before , all things has changed . My routine life has changed , everything is changing . I wouldn't complain for this changes but I just hope that it's a good changing . There is no chance for me to change everything back to normal , I can't change things to be like how I expected it to be . All I can do is start surrender and never stop believing . Form 6 life is hard . But at the same time , I think I will enjoy it soon . Yeah , soon (: Everything will be fine , if and only if we believe it without doubt . No matter how hard it is , all I can do is just accept . I can't reject it . To be nothing is to do nothing , but I can't let myself to do that . So .. Just chill , take a deep breath and go go go . Hahahaha :D sounds so stupid doh . Well , I think I'll just stop writing . I got to go to do my maths homework . Oh shit , maths ): Gonna break my head soon . Haha .

BYEEEE !

Hey June .

FIRST OF JUNE !

It's Wednesday today and all I wanna say is that it was perfectly a great day today (:
I had a great time with awesome ppl
Unforgettable moment .

That's right [:

Goodnight , people .

Come What May ♥

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

♥ ♥ ♥
C M L

Watchaaaa !

GOOD MORNING !

Monday monday monday ! Holiday holiday holiday ! What a good day !

Yesterday went out with some ex-schoolmates , tan sau nga , ah soon , amelia and chai . We watched Kungfu Panda 2 - 3D . Although the ticket price is kinda expensive but I really had a great time with them . It had been a long time since I last saw Amelia and Chai . Haha :D After this outing everyone is going back to their studies . I study mine and they study theirs . Hmm tak syok kan . Not like last time , all of us learn the same thing in the same school . But now everyone will go busy with their own stuff . And tan sau nga will go to Pahang this wednesday . Haha , I don't know how he will feel but if it's me I think I will feel so berat hati to leave kl and go study in a new place with new people there . Hmm just hope everything will go fine with his studies bah :D Hohohoho .

Well yesterday I had Mcdonald in KLCC . Very full arrrrk . And I'm bored with spicy chikcen mcdeluxe now -.- I won't order that again the next time I go to McD . Haha . Maybe will order McChicken . Cheap cheap and ho jiak :D haha . Somemore I bought a sundae ice cream yesterday , so niceeeee arhhh . But too full already -.- Then during movie eat popcorn pulak . Lagilahh . My stomach macam nak burst already . No selera to makan at all . Back to desa makan chicken nuggets pulak , hehe :D Eat too much already ah ytd ! Non-stop eating , really gonna gain fat already . Hmmmm .

Kay la kay la . I think I will stop writing here . I don't know what i'm writing now actually , haha :D Some messages to tan sau nga : Happy studying there ! No pork no pork :D wakakaka . Don't come and scold me in the phone .

BYE !

Ma to-do list :D

ALRIGHT GUYS , LET'S DO THIS NOW ! :D

Yo yoyoyoyoyoyoyo ! Hahahaha . This is my ' real ' to-do list ! Now is the school holiday season and i'm so excited about this school holiday ! Finally I have time to chill out and relax . Really finally . Haha :D long time didn't enjoy online and eat chocolates at home . These few weeks I've been feel so lifeless . But everything will start changing now . Even though it's actually a bad changing but I'm gonna change it to become a good ones . Believe me ! Hoho . Long time didn't post something fun like this . These few weeks I think I had post a lot stuff bout life and don't know what other stupid things lah . Write until like the world gonna end like that -.- Haha .

Hmm starting this school holiday I'm going to do what I cannot do during school . But of course , I need to settle my homework first . Haaaaihhh . I tell u ah , my homework a lot until I dont know how to describe . Form 5 that time also never been like that ah ! See , everything change already . After turned eighteen , my whole life change until mm chi yong jorh -.- Like don't know what . From sweet sixteen , sour seventeen and then now bitter eighteen . Jiak sai right . By the way , I still can't believe I'm 18 yrs old already . Time passes so fast , what to do . Everybody growing up now . They have their own life and I have mine too . So now just forget about those stupid life thing and goes on with my life , so called teenager life . Haha .

Actually I'm very excited about this two weeks holiday . I think I've planned something for this holiday but I forgot it all -.- Pandai kan . So fine , I will just go with my ' real ' to-do list that is sing , count my blessings , hope , eat lots of ice-cream , smile with stranger macam sakai , keep learning , laugh , love AND love some more (: Good Luck !

I love cml :D

Grow up no grow up .

Never Grow Up .

I really hope that I can stay in childhood forever . I really don't wanna grow up . I never wanted to be a teenager or maybe an adult . It's sucks . There's so many things to think about , there's so many things to care about , there's so many thing to solve . Why life has so many things happen but we just have one and only life to live ? Why life problems appear ? Why there's so many things appearing now ? Hergh . Something wrong is happen to me now . But I don't know what is it . What the hell huh ? I am so effin' lazy to figure out what happens to me . I'm so tired of this .I just wanna have my ice cream happily and enjoy my two weeks holiday from now . Haha . But but , aih , I just can't stop sighing today . Everything is like , so un-awesome -.- Cuz' I don't know what the hell happen to me . Hahah . How I hope I can smile and laugh like the lil' girl now . Kay , that the end of my post . I'm gonna search that smile now .

BAH !

Let it pass

Everything will back to the beginning , back to the starting point . Life is like a circle . No matter how far u run , you will back to the same point where you start running . There are so many different people in this world . God create us to be different . Even a pair of twins are different from each other . We have different thinking , we have different attitude , we have different stuff and happenings in life . Everything are just different . And things will change . These few weeks I have been talking about things changes and all that stuff . Haha . I don't know why I will think like that but yeah , I really feel that things already start changing now . It's like my life now has been changing and I'm really growing up now . I am no more seventeen or sixteen silly girl . I'm eighteen now . Hmmm . I don't wanna grow up , seriously .

Whatever happens in our life , we just have to accept it . This too shall pass (:

CML

Cross (:

Yeah , cross my fingers and pray . That's all I can do now . I've been stress and keep thinking about my school stuffs . I almost forgot what is the meaning of life and what's the meaning of fun . I'm totally lost . Like a crazy girl walking in the street with all the people looking at me but did not help me . I've never make a decision myself . I always fail to do that ! But now , after I had express my feelings to this special one , I made up my decision already . I choose what I want and I let this special one to help me . It's up to this special person to guide my life . I believe this special person (: So now , I will cross my fingers and go to sleep ! Hahaha :D Nights , everyone . No more worries , I guess (: Sweet dreams .

CML

Kick-start !

YO YO YO YO YO YO YO YO

Fuyhh , I've been busy like for seven days ! I mean , one week . Recently I'm busy with my Form 6 stuff . Actually there is nothing to busy about because this week is actually the orientation week only . We get to know our form 6 teacher and also the upper six students , our seniors . The orientation was quite fun . But this week is a tiring week to me ): I have to wake up early in the morning at six am , get ready for school and then listen to the ceramah and all that stuff . Came back from school at 2pm and then get ready for work . From 4pm until 10 pm . Hectic eh ? Not only hectic , but also lifeless actually -.- Hmmmm . Sigh .

These few days I kept thinking about those transfer school punya stuff . Aiyoo I tell u ah . I think and think until I wanna go crazy already . Seriously , it's actually just a small matter but I don't know why I make it become like a big matter like that -.- Like so ' dai ban jiong ' . Hmmm but now I had made up my mind to transfer school . I'm so tired of thinking those stuff anymore . By the way , Setapak High School is actually a nice school . The teachers and people there are nice (: Especially my new classmates , all of them are so friendly . Most of them are girls and there are only four boys in the class . Hoho . Kinda fun , cuz the girls can bully the guys now :D Haha . So uhm , I hope I will have fun in this school and get a good memory in Setapak High School (: And I also hope , when I get to transfer school , I can adapt myself in the new environment of my new school , if and only if I get to transfer lah . If tak dapat transfer then I will just stay at Setapak High school , with some of my old friends and also new friends (: I have to stop thinking and stick to my last decision now . No more hesitating and all those uhm uhm . I have to make my own decision and just go with the flow . And also let God do the rest of my work . I believe He have a good plan for my life . Whatever it is , I will accept it , with a big & open heart (:

Hope everything will be fine . Hope I can get a good starting for form 6 .
Hope hope hope ! :D

That's all for my post today . Bye everyone !

Changing .

Things happens so suddenly . You'll never know when the big thing will come and the small thing will disappear . Know what I mean ? Argh fine , no one will understand what I'm tryin' to say . Actually there is one question that I wish that people can give me the answer . Why human are not able to know their future ? Why can't they figure out their own future and just choose the way of life they want ? I don't know . I don't know why suddenly I have this kind of thinking but uhm , I really wish that someone will tell me the answer . But I guess , no one can tell me the answer except Him . Only He can answer my question . Because He is the only person that know the answer :) Don't you agree with me ? If human know their future , their life will go .. miserable I guess ? You already know your future and you just follow the way that are already arranged for you . You will never experience any challenge in your life . You will never learn to decide your life on your own .

Sometimes I feel so curious about this thing . Why human can't forget about what they had experience in their life ? I mean , their bad past . How I wish I can forget mine . I really hope that there is one ' backspace button ' in my hand and when I click it , POOOF ! All the bad experience and memory , all gone ! How fun is that huh ? But .. All of us know that , things won't happen like that .

I really don't know what the hell I'm talking about now . Things around me are floating and stars are flying above my head . I was just crapping around just now . Just forget about what I said , readers . Every human will change . They will change . Seriously , everything will change .

Just .. change .

CML .

Hope !

Do you have hope ? I have one . Eh no , I have lots of hope ! (:
Don't be a hopeless person . Hee .

Hello everyone ! It's first of May today ! Say yeay ! And it's Sunday too :D Such a great day huh . Actually I'm wondering what I'm going to do to spend my Sunday . Gonna catch ants and lalats ? No ants and lalat lehh today ): Or read some books ? Hmm , good idea . Oh ! One more thing , I feel like cutting my hair today ! Since it's 1st of May , and since it's a Sunday , why not go out and cut my hair ? I keep thinking about it . But just now when I woke up , my mom asked me not to cut my hair . She said there is no use that I go cut my hair . And she said I will feel regret cutting my hair . After hearing what she said , I really don't dare to go cut my hair already . Arggggh . It's just cutting hair , but I nervous and scared until like choosing a husband -.- I don't know , I don't know . I'll be listening to songs the whole day I guess ! Hahaha :D

When the world says give up ,
Hope whispers ; try it one more time (:

Adios ! CML

Goodbye , old days .

HOORAY !
It's the end of April today ! I don't know why I am so excited bout this , haha :D Maybe too long didn't syok sendiri already kot . Teehee . Tomorrow gonna be a new month , it's May tomorrow ! Seriously , I never like May before . I don't know why , it seems like not-a-good-month to me . But this time I can sense that something good gonna happen . I hope things will happen like how I feel lah :D Hehe . I hope May 2011 will be a good month for me . Not only May , but also the next coming months , the whole year ! hahaha :D Sounds so stupid . Yeah , I am stupid . Like to crap and say nonsense stuff , even in my own blog post ! haha :D Silly .

By the way , I hope everything will be alright on May . Because Form 6 maybe gonna start soon . The first reaction when I heard about form 6 gonna start soon , I was like , HUH ? what ? omg . really ? hahaha :D I expected it for so long and I always thought it's going to start late and suddenly my boss told me bout the news . I got a mini heart attack man . Luckily I'm a healthy teenager , haha :D There is so many things that need to be done for form 6 . Like uhm , apply for the school and this and that . Ugh , thats not fun . But I kinda excited to go to school . Like Standard One punya budak je -.- Like never been to school like that . Haha :D But sure after a few months later I will start complaining bout the schools , teachers and studies . Arghh , it's Form 6 man ! It's gonna be so hard . Foooooh , have to get ready tho (: hehe .

Oh well ; tmr I will have a totally free day ! Can't go out and hmmm , I don't know what I am going to do tmr . Hope I can find something fun to do ! Like catching ants or lalat in my house ke -.- wakakaka . Too lame . Alright , say hooray for the end of april and hola for the First of May ! Bye guys , (:

Loves ♥ cml

HEY YO !

The person beside me is my sister . My great sister ! :D Haha .
All the pictures look stupid right -.-
We're too bored that time . It was taken last Sunday .

Nowadays really feel lazy to upload pictures on facebook . Urghh facebook is really boring man . I rather don't want to online and go read some novels . Oh ya ! Talking bout novels , until now I haven't buy the novels that I want to read yet . Haih , my plan always fail punya -.- Sounds so sad . Haha . Alright , I think I will write my post until here (: Gonna continue watch drama with my mom ! Woohoo ! Adios my amigo ! :D Oh ya , more photos coming up ! Stay with laughwithjoy ! Wahahaa byebye -.-

CML ! :D

ME2DAY

GOOD MORNING !



I signed up for me2day already !
Haha :D Never thought that me2day is that fun .
To me , it's better than twitter larh . Haha .
Gonna say byebye to my twitter again . WOOOOSH !

CML (:

Kimchi pichi :D

Hello readers !

Today am going to post something about my Wednesday . It was a normal Wednesday to me but what makes it to become special is that my family and I went to a Korean restaurant for lunch :D Teehee . That day my bro and mum went to accompany my sis to hospital . She have to check her blood or something , so I just stayed at home . And then bro called and asked me to go take a shower as fast as possible . And I was like , huh ? What happened ? And then he said they're going to have korean food as their lunch ! Of course I terus end the call and go bath lah . Korean food leh , no need to pay myself de leh , teehee . So we went to have our lunch at somewhere in Ampang . Hmm , it looks like a korean town now . Okay larh , I don't want to type already , fingers pain :D

Bee Won Korean Restaurant .
There ! The person in the newspaper is
actually the restaurant manager .


Hahahaha . Beh tahan :D


Side dishes ! All are mine , woosh !


I love this ! Anchovies :D and it taste different .

This is what I ordered , Kimchi dwaejji .


Spicy rice cake :D


BBQ pork


Bosam , this is the best !

We ate like there's no tomorrow . Full daoooo , stomach also going to burst ady . Haha :D And before we leave the restaurant , we paid our bill and the manager gave us discounts . Aww , so good right , haha :D Alright , I think thats all I wanna say ! Byebye !

CML ! (:

Life .

Love ♥ cml

Him (:

TODAY IS A GOOD DAY . YES , IT IS A GOOD DAY .

Take your hands up and feel the sky . Maybe this sounds a bit silly but if you try it , you feel that everyday is a good day . And to me , I really believe that tomorrow is another day and it always a good day to live . There is always this little thing that happen in your life , but after for a while , you will look back and realise that its actually a very big thing that you never experienced in your life before . That's how I feel now . I learned something everyday , even it's just a small thing . The little that you appreciate could be the biggest thing that happen in your life . Sometimes it will just pass by you and you will miss it . And by the time you miss it , you will never get it back . So , use the time you have and the chance that is in your hand to make something different out of your life . And then you will feel that ' Living is a good thing ! God love me so much that He let me experience this life ! I don't want to waste this day ! ' Haha (:

You made me understand that it's not a dream . It's Real .
I feel so much love from You today .
And You made me smile .
Thank you , God (:
♥

With love , cml

Rio rio ! :D

Good morning everyone !
Today I'm going to post about the outing I went with my friends ; tupai , sai and kelvin .

It was a great outing :D We went to Pavillion for a movie , but before that we had our lunch at 1901 , Klcc . It was a great lunch , and I didn't regret ordering the Deutsch dono what Dang . The name is super complicated but the bread was nice . Mm yumm yumm , haha . Oh ya , before Sai reach Klcc , me and tupai went to the art gallery on the 4th floor . That place was nice , and we don't need to pay money to go in and visit . Such a nice art gallery . Haha . Around 2 something we we reached Pavillion . We went to buy our tickets and there were so many people watching Rio . And we only can choose to watch 3D-movie which cost us 20 bucks and somemore it was the side seat . Very very side . But very worth it actually , the movie was so so funnay ! I love Blu so much ! hahaha , that blue bird is so cute . It can't fly . It went Rio and then met Jewel . I love all the songs in the movie except for that blardy Nigel one . Nigel is a very bad bird , and kinda uglay . Haha . And it call itself handsome , eeeeee so perasan . Oh oh , and I like the angry bird and the yellow one . So cutee . Love their voice . The whole movie was awesome until you can watch it for many times and you won't get boring with it .

After the movie , we went to klcc and wanted to watch another movie but too bad , there's no any nice movie to watch already . So we went to food court , Kelvin ordered wantan mee . Me , sai and cs makan Mcflurry Oreo . I don't know why Klcc mcD always lack of cornetto Mcflurry punya -.- eeeeeeeeeeesh . And right after had our ice cream , we went back to wangsa maju . Had our dinner at fancy mee . Hahaha :D I don't know why , I feel like I eat a lot that day . Non-stop eating . And everytime I go to Fancy Mee corner I will oreder the sameeeee noodle , Dry Chilli Pan mee with anchovies . Next time I should order some other stuff already , or not I will get pan mee fobia . Haha -.- lame . And you guys know what ? After had our dinner , the guys wanted to go cc , playing game . And yeah , they asked me to join . So I pun join lah . At first I only want to stay there for one hour , mana tau play game for 2 hrs . First time man . They asked me to play the dono what Left 4 Dead 2 game . Killing those uglay and scary zombies . It really scares me and make me nervous doh ! Like suddenly got zombies behind me ? and then pull my skin off , ouch . And I keep losing , I mean dying . Haha :D Kesian shooterQ , ximon and winterS . They have to save me everytime , and I can't anything do anything to save them . Especially shooterQ, laugh sei me ! hahahaha :D But after all it was a nice and exciting game . Kinda like it . Hoho .

Thats all about our Sunday outing , totally awesome :D Had so much fun teasing and joking around with the guys (:

Loves ♥ CML

Grenade !

BRUNO MARS ,
Live in Malaysia on 10th April 2011 !

What the hell . I cannot go to his concert . Breathe in and breathe out several times , tryin' to chill myself . But I can't ! I can't control myself ! Its Bruno ! I mean , Bruno Mars ! Awww man . I wanna see him so so much . Friggin like him ): Now that he is coming to Malaysia but I can't do anything to watch his concert . Yerh . So sad lah . I wanna hear him singing live . Hmmm . Fine , lets just forget about his . I'm gonna sitting near my house window and talking to the moon tomorrow night . Haha .

CML (:

Good morning :D

BONJOUR ♥

Today I woke up at seven forty ! It's so early and I'm so happy :D I went to jogging today , finally dohhh . My mom asked me not to go jogging but I insist want to go . It's not that easy for me to wake up early and go jogging . And I am so glad that I did it . Actually I don't really jogging pun . I just walked don't know how many round at the park , like a soh po like that . I cannot run , long time didn't run already , macam nak dying like that . Lack of oxygen , haha :D And I don't know why people keep looking at me when I was walking at the park . Doing exercise only mah , tak pernah tengok meh -.- haha . But it's really fun to take a walk early in the morning . It's awesome ! Tomorrow I'm going to do this again :D My life is not that blardy boring anymoreee ! Say yeay ! * YEAY * haha . Darn stupid right . Hmmm . My life getting so boring these days . I'm doing the same damn thing everyday . Sounds so lifeless , sounds so sad and sounds so pity ): Like very hor lian like that . Life is not adventurous at all . But it's good to have this kind of life too , simple and easy to live . What I have to do everyday is brush my teeth , take a shower , online , watch tv , laugh like a mental patient , facebooking , twittering , blogging , eating , then working . TADA ! See how simple it is (: But I just hope everyday there's something new that appear in my life , giving me a new experience . I want variety ! I don't want to do the same damn thing everyday . I really will go gilaaa ! It's like when you talking to people , you're not going to say the same thing to the same person right ? And then the person will reply you the same damn thing . That is why people go gila and talk to themselves at Tanjung Rambutan -.- Haha . I start merepek again . Alright , I think I better stop my post here . Later write too long pulak :x teehee . Byebye ! Love and love (:

CML :D

Sunshine :D

GOOD MORNING , READERS !

I woke up at 9.20 today . Hmm , kinda early already . Actually I planned to go jogging today , but failed -.- I used to it already . I think I planned this since 1st of January but until now pun tak jadi jadi . Hahaha :D Don't be like me dohhh . Whatever you feel like you want to do , just do it ! Don't leave things till the last minute . You will jadi gila punya :D

Oh ya, yesterday I went to kasturi ! How I hope I can see my Freddy dohhhh , but tak nampak nampak jugak ): So saaaaad . I just saw Daiva , aihhhh . And guess what he's doing that time ? He was counting his money , haha . I feel like tegur him but I don't think he can remember me so better don't :D All I can do now is looking back the pictures I took with Freddy , so kesian . Cannot see the real person anymore . I should go to Tarc lah , go find his girlfriend , then I can see Freddy liao ! wahhahahaha . This is so ridiculous -.-

I don't know what happen to me this morning . I'm writing silly stuff in this post . So stupid -.- Kay larhh , I think I better end my post here , or not more & more stupid stuffs will come out . Haha :D

Loves , CML ! (: