Happy New Year 2011 :D !

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

HELLO 2011 :D !
These are my plans and all the to-do list (: I'm gonna make all of this happen in 2011 , haha ! Macam la boleh -.- I hope in two zero eleven, everything will goes fine and life will be better than last year . I didn't wish and hope for so much things but please, I just hope for happiness in 2011 (: GOODBYE 2010 ! hahahahhahaha . I'm going to be eighteen next year , yeay [:
2010, too much things happen this year . I hope for more better things to happen next year, 2011. It will be another best year, right ? (:



HNY ♥ CML ((:

My long lost twitter :D

Hahaha ! It's my long lost twitter -.- Don't know how long didn't update already . It had been dumped there for 8 months I guess . Haha . When I look back I just laugh at myself . Wrote so many stupid stuff there , haha ! Even until now I not yet follow HJ )': Only followed Shindong and Donghae . How much I wish I can follow him and then he could see what I write about him . Hoho . Silly thought [: It will never happen . Cuz' I forgot my password -.-

Loves ♥ cml

Without words .

하지말걸 그랬어 . 모른척 해버릴걸. 안보이는 것처럼.
볼수없는 것처럼널 아예 보지말 걸 그랬나봐 .도망칠 걸 그랬어. 못들은척 그럴걸.듣지도 못하는 척. 들을 수 없는 것처럼.아예 네 사랑 듣지 않을 걸.

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고 . 말도 없이 사랑을 내게 주고 .숨결 하나조차 . 널 담게 해놓고. 이렇게 도망가니까.말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나. 말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려.무슨 말을 할지, 다문 입이. 혼자서 놀란것 같아, 말도 없이 와서.

왜 이렇게 아픈지, 왜 자꾸만 아픈지.널 볼수 없다는거, 네가 없다는거 말고.
모두 예전과 똑같은건데.

말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려, 말도없이 가슴이 무너져가.말도없는 사랑을 기다리고, 말도없는 사랑을 아파하고.넋이 나가버려, 바보가 되버려. 하늘만 보고 우니까.말도없이 이별이 나를찾아, 말도없이 이별이 내게와서.준비도 못하고, 너를 보내야하는.
내맘이 놀란것 같아, 말도없이 와서.

말도없이 왔다가 ,말도없이 떠나는.지나간 열병처럼.
잠시 아프면 되나봐.자꾸 흉터만 남게되니까

loves . cml

Christmas day :D

HEY GUYS ! :D

Hmmmm , I'm just back from Genting yesterday night . Had a great trip with my dear cousin , Kelvin . Haha :D This can be say like a 'SPM holiday' to us , and of course , it's a christmas holiday for us too (: ! We went to Genting on 25th , which is on the Christmas . The place was crowded with adults and their kids . I feel like I'm one of the kids there too , haha :D

HELLO GENTING !


At first we went to line up to buy tickets . We bought the indoor and outdoor together in one package . It's kinda expensive man , but worth it la (: The first ride that we took is the spinning swing :D I not sure what its name but that was fun man ! And then we went to find the second ride . But there was a long queue at every rides . We don't know which to choose at all . Cuz' we hate to wait -.- haha :D So then we went for Space Shot . That was the most scary ride ever man ! I will never ever sit that ride again ! NEVER EVER ! When I was lining up , I looked at the people who were riding on the Space Shot , when I look at them , I also 'da lan zhan' ahhhhh . Darn scary . And when it was our turn , I started freezing . My heart was like .. urgggh, I don't know how to describe it . When it started going up , I really can't open my eyes . I just open it once a while . And when it reach the peak , I opened my eyes . I can see the whole genting . Ouh , it was nice . And then suddenly it started coming down ! I don't know at what speed they came down but I just know at that time I was totally floating ! I can't feel my sit at all :| It was like I'm flying or dropped down from a high building . Really feel like dying man -.- I really hate that feeling )': Cuz' I'm actually scared of heights , another word in malay is call gayat -.- Hergh .

Spin spin spin


Space Shot ; horror


And then just after the Space Shot , it started raining . AHHHHH , even we had the hoods also no use , cuz it's kinda heavy . So we ran to indoor . We walked and walked at the indoor . We wanted to play the roller coaster in the indoor but there were too many people lining up . And we just went off like that cuz' we had to meet aunt Anne by 6.30 to get our bags into the hotel . After getting our bags in the room , we went back to the outdoor . The rain had stopped ! YEAY :D So we went to ride the Jungle train , something like that lah . That was nice man , we even sit twice for that ride :D Teehee . After ride the Space Shot , the others were like nothing -.- Just scream for fun . Haha .

It was 8 o'clock in the night and we went to ride the Flying Dragon . The air was so cold man ! But I like it , haha :D The Flying Dragon was awesome (: I never ride this before and I thought it was scary . But actually it was not that scary at all . Haha :D The next ride is the Pirate ship :D That was fun too . I screamed a lot -.- My throat also dry already . Haha . And the last ride we had was the Corkscrew . That was a fun ride too ! It was the 2nd scary ride for me (: But it was nice . And then we continued to walk , until 9 something we went to indoor . Don't know what to do already . So we went to have our dinner [；I think we had use one hour to find a place to eat . And at last we went to Marrybrown -.- Adoooooh .

Help me !


Kelvin Chong :D ! Hugging someone huh


aha , posing :D




Haha -.- I looks so stupid there


After having our dinner , we went to ride the roller coaster . That was nothing lahhh :DD haha . Then we headed for Bowling ! But unfortunately lahhhhh , the lane was full ]': So we can't play at all . What a sad case huh . I wanted to try it so much , cuz' it's glow in the dark . Haha . Then we got nothing to do already -.- We stand and look at the people dancing in front of the Haunted house . Darn kecoh . Somore got one king kong came out dancing , very ugly lahhh that king kong :DDD haha !

Around 1 o'clock we went back to hotel . Finally, it's the time to rest ! Haha :D

Sleep time . What a pajamas -.-

On the next day, 26th . I was shock by looking at myself at the mirror . Deep panda eyes -.- Looks like I had cry for day and night . haha .

HAHAHA

Really had a fun trip and Christmas day this year ((:

Loves ♥ cml

Merry merry (:

25.12.2010
Merry Chritsmas everyone ! :D It's time to say goodbye to christmas , and it's time to say goodbye to 2010 . Time passes so fast . The 2010 year going to end soon (: Hope to have a very new year next year :]

Holy x'mas ♥ cml

My Durian Ong's day :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG ONG (:

May all your wishes comes true girl :D ! I don't know what wishes you had made , but I hope it will comes true as what you wished (: May God bless you always . I never thought that I can find a close friend from tuition :D Haha . I'm really glad that I know you and happy that we're friends .

Billions love for you
Hearts you
♥

By watermelon cml :D

Life . Only once .

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets .
So, love the person who treat you right and forget the ones who don't .
And believe that everything happens for a reason .
If you get a chance - take it .
If it changes your life - let it .
Nobody said it would be easy .
They just promised it would be worth it .

When someone walk out your life , let them . They are just making more room for someone better to walk in .

I wish life could take pictures .
We'd have an album full with awesome moments .
(:

Loves ♥ CML

♥ Am afraid

I'm not afraid of heights,
I'm afraid of falling .

I'm not scared of the dark,
I'm scared of what's in it .

I'm not afraid of love,
I'm afraid of not being loved back .

Loves ♥ CML

Too stress konon :D

Hello ! And a very good afternoon . haha ! -.-

Yesterday night I really had a very good night :D Sleep very well . Maybe because too tired of walking . Well u know lah . From wangsa maju go midvalley by train , not easy u know ! I will learn car soon . Very soon ! I'm not going to sit train or whatever public transport to a far place . Darn tiring ! But I'm thinking, after learn car also boh yong la . I don't have car also . hahahaha . But see first la , maybe will just buy any second hand car , tahan tahan a while . After earn money dy then buy a new one (: Uhhhhhmmmmm , sounds so nice . haha !

Actually until now I still very fan bout the courses ! I even dreamed about this ! Aiyoooooooo . Got so stress until appear in dream mehhhhh -.- Haih . What thing so fan ah actually ? Just choose only ma . But I really scared I will choose the wrong one . Hope I wont choose the wrong one lah (: Maybe will study Form 6 first . Don't want to think so much 1st . The duration for study from 6 is a bit too long , but it is much cheaper than A-levels and foundation. Wa boh lui lehhhh , so have to lahh .. take STPM (: Time is not a matter , if we use it wisely , then everything will be solved . AHA , pro tak ? buahahahhaa -.- I'm actually pujuk myself ni . gaga .

Loves ♥ CML
(:

Edu fair .

HEY THERE ! (:

Today I went to Midvalley , ALONE BY MYSELF :D I'm like lonely and hor lian like that . But boh bian , no one is free to go with me for the edu fair ! This is the first time I go Midvalley by train , and somore going by myself . At first I was very scared that I will sesat . If really sesat then cham lo , dahla no phone . Sometimes I really feel like I more cham than those who live in kampung , hp satu pun takda ! Kl ppl worrrrrr -.- sat lai sai . But luckily , I have a very good brain , hahahahahaha :D No sesat at all today , hoho .

But at the KTM , really a lot of ppl . A lot daaaaaaooooo I need to wait another train to come . Really waste my time . I HATE KTM ! I waited at thr for one hr . Just for the stupid train . And I only sit for one station -.- gek dao .

When reach mv tht time , I abit like sakai . Like never been to mv like tht -.- Kl ppl worrrrrrrrr . Damn mempersiasuikan . Haih , whatever la -.- I went up to 3rd floor and I saw a big food court . Tht time I thought I sesat or something . But luckily , with the good brain I have , I walk until the end , then I saw the exhibition hall where is the edu fair located at . Fuyhhhhhhhhh , no sesat . Hahahaha . The edu fair was quite nice . The people are very friendly , explaining and giving some advices . I took some advices from the counselors too .

After the edu fair , I went for shopping a while . Look at some shops for shirts and bags . And then went home . Reach Kl sentral tht time I was too hungry , so I went to buy mcD . Yuhhhhhmmmmmm . At that time I really feel satisfied with myself (:

K la . I don't know wht happen to me today . I don't knw what I write at all . Like so rubbish . haha , bye !

CML

Lets travel !

I hope I can travel the whole world . It's impossible right ? But , impossible is a word found in a dictionary of fools . I'm not one of the fools (: I will earn a lot of money , and fly around the world , learn the new cultures and mix with the different people from all walks of life . This is a new thing , and a very big dream for me :D I love this . I don't want to stay here for the rest of my life , starring at the computer all the time , facebooking , blogging , studying , or when I started working . I want a different life , a brand new life (:

I'm going to plan now ! :D I had spend my holiday week doing nothing but hang out and online . It's time to think and plan now . Yupppp , that's right . A plan !

Cheers, cml :D

Frust .

WHY ?

Last time I wanted to study Pharmacy , and I hate account . Now when I like account , my mum wants me to take Pharmacy . Not that I hate Pharmacy , but .. I don't think I can make it . My Chemistry is like .. sucks ? And she asked me to study Form 6 . Yeah , I wanted too . I never know that this thing is so frustrating . I just hope that I can have some choices .

CML

Hear this .

Music is everything .
It always makes you feel better (:
This is what I love about Music .

cml

Morning (:

HAVE YOUR BREAKFAST ALREADY ? [:

Sore throat again . And then now , start coughing . I hate this .

Ipoh & Taiping (:

OH OH OH ! Hahhahahaha , nothing to do . Last month went to my cousin's wedding (: It was at Taiping , my hometown . Long time didn't go back and I almost forget how to greet my relatives , ahhhh , what a shame .

At Ipoh [:


Cannot miss ; Ipoh coffee & Hakka mee (:




HAHAHAHA




It's really hot & my skin was burning !

I found this very cute , haha :D

The wedding (; Ps ; the girl is heavy man :D








Love > Distance




End (:

Loves , CML

Like a lion

MORNING (;

Everyday when I opened my eyes , I will ask myself , what am I going to do today ? What will happen today ? It's going to be great , isn't it ? Hahaha . That's a silly question . But have you ever wonder why you will come to this world ? Have you ever think to say thanks to yourself and God that you have a chance to live another day again ? You should think that (:

Hmmmmm , it's a terrible morning for me today . Sore throat man ]x I hate this . When I talk , I sounded like a lion , growling . Herggggh .

K la , geram until no mood to continue write , BYE !

Loves, cml [:

Yup , friend (:

Is that the end ? YUP, it is ! I don't know why I can't stop mention about SPM . Haha :D

Well , during the SPM month , I really got stressed up . Especially my English paper . Fuyhhhh , it was easy , but at the same time , it was a tough subject . I can't write good english man . And I got no enough time to finish my essay . Herrrrrgh . Lets forget about this .

Well , during this month , I really understand and knows what friends mean to me . Real friends won't let you do stupid things alone . They're the one who cares for you and always be with you , no matter what happened . They're the one who always forgive you no matter how big mistakes you have made . They're the one who makes you laugh and your life memorable . They're the one who will lend their shoulders when you're down and really need someone to talk with . They're the one who wipe away your tears and ask you to be strong . They're the one who give you help and support when you are in trouble . They won't ask thousand of questions why you cry but just a big hug is enough . They're the one who never cares who you are cuz' they love the way you are .

Sometimes I do regret with what I have done throughout my life . But if there is no regret , you will never improve . Just like those famous people said , you need to learn from your mistake to improve your life , so that you won't make the same mistakes again . Haha , macam pro -.-

Loves , cml [:

That's the end [':

NO MORE SCHOOLING !

It's a good thing , or a bad thing ? Haha . I don't know . I'm happy that I don't need to wake up early and wait for the school bus every morning . But I'm sad that I can't meet my school friends anymore . Not to say anymore , but the chances are very less . Hmmmmmph . I'm going to miss my school life a lot . I had been to school for ONE DECADE . Imagine . From 2000 until 2010 . Whoaaho , great . I always have this thought in my mind , how my life will be when I start to mix and work with the society . It seems scary to me . Next year is a very NEW year.
Everything is going to be new . Lets face this (:

The only thing that man can't recycle is wasted time . Yes , true .

Cml '

Yes , it's over [:

THAT'S THE END!

It's my last paper today , acc . And now , it's over :D Everything end . Spm end . Yeay , I said (:
It's my last day in the school today . And now , I will never carry any heavy bag and go schooling again .
It's my last time wearing the school uniform today. And now , I will never ever see myself wearing uniform anymore .

I'm graduated . I'm not a school student anymore . I'm only a ex-SVian (':

CML [:

OO :D

BONJOUR?

Long time didn't write long stuff in my blog already . Why ah ? I also don't know why , haha . Sometimes I wrote something , then I deleted it . Cuz' I feel that I always write something so silly . AHHHHHH . Dahlah english not enough power , still want to write blog . Hoho . Hmmmm , I not sure what to write actually . Very blank . Byebye ,
I'M SO STUPID -.-

cml [:

Its november (:

1ST NOVEMBAAAAAAAAAAA ! :D

Time passes so fast . SPM is coming near . It's freaking out man . I want to go back to January ! Time machine , please !

Hates, cml ]:

Just (:

It's a BRAND NEW DAY (:

Shines , CML .

Chemistry ? or Freddy ? :D

Yesterday was the last day of Chemistry class .

I will miss the teacher a lot . Miss everything that he did . The way he teach , talk and laugh :D He's a very nice teacher . He's not that funny but I don't know why , I just like him . I mean , like him as a teacher lah [: He's a very good chemistry teacher . And I learn a lot of things from him , although my chemistry still very teruk , haha . But yeah , he makes me feel that chemistry is actually an interesting subject . But still I don't think it's an easy subject :D Haha . But for him , chemistry is just like , petik jari or kacang goreng only . Gila pandai .

And, I will always remember what he said to me ,
' Don't copy all the time , try to depend on yourself '
[':

When the class end , me and my friends took a pic with him :D That time I felt like I kena toto , haha xD And at last , he know my name [: Haha .





Hidup Freddy , CML :D

Yeahuu ! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! WHAT A GOOD DAY ! :D
Finish trial exam ! Yeaaaaaah [:
HoooooRay !

I'm so so so happy that the trial has end . But now , worries come again .
The results . And the most important exam , SPM .
Aiyooooooooooo, headache la weyh ! I can't believe that SPM is coming near . Memang sakit tulang sakit kepala -.- Nvm , lets stop talking bout spm .

Hmmmmm . After leaving my blog for so long , I don't know what to write dy . But I had renew my header , hoho . Kasi fresh sikit marh [: Oh yeaaaarh , this week is the last week of my tuition class in kasturi . Darrrrn fast lah ! I can't believe this man . Time passes to fast . I will miss the teachers a lot . Especially the chemist tcher , I will miss him a lot :'] I tell u arrrrrh , that tcher memang good sekali ! I like him a lot . He's a very good tcher . Clever and simple good looking , and' bermuscle ' wahahaha xD Don't want talk so much about him , later he got more fans x] Ngeeks

K larh , my mind very stuck liao . No idea what to write :D

BYE ! by cml .

The 100th post [:

LAST DAY OF HOLEEEEDAY

Today is the last day of holiday . Arrrrrrgh . Tak mau school ark . What I hate about school is that I have to wake up early in the morning . But what I like about sch is I can see my friends (: Chit chat with them , share stories with them , and of cuz laugh with them larh [: At house for 2 weeks really going to fat mou dy. After this holiday , no more nap in the afternoon ]: Trials coming !

Good luck for those who taking trials !
ALL THE BEST (:

Way back into love .

I've been living with a shadow overhead . I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed . I've been lonely for so long . Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on . I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away . Just in case I ever need them again someday . I've been setting aside time . To clear a little space in the corners of my mind . All I wanna do is find a way back into love . I can't make it through without a way back into love .

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine . I've been searching but I just don't see the signs . I know that it's out there . There's gotta be something for my soul somewhereI've been looking for someone to shed some light . Not somebody just to get me through the night . I could use some direction . And I'm open to your suggestions .

And if I open my heart again . I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end . There are moments when I don't know if it's real . Or if anybody feels the way I feel . I need inspiration . Not just another negotiation

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do . And if you help me to start again . You know that I'll be there for you in the end .

With loves , cml .

Violince ; Paul Dateh & Jason Yang

KRRRK KRRRRK

Visited Jason Yang's tumblr just now , and he updated a lot of stuff with pictures and videos . Love his new video , Violince which is created by Paul Dateh . It was a funny video man ! Haha . I like the way they act with the violin . Especially Ep.2 ! Funnay funnay :D Hope more videos coming up from them . Take a look at their video ! [: Enjoy yohs .

By CML

Resident Evil

RAWKIT !

A beautiful Tuesday [: Went out for a movie with friends . Resident Evil . Arrrrgghh , those zombies are , errrrrrk . Don't know how to describe , go watch it by yourself and you will know how horror it is ! Hahaa . After movie we went to eat snowflake . Eat until very full , hard to move :D After finished our bowl , we walked around pv . Found that no place to go anymore , so we went to klcc . Walk again , to kinokuniya , to stadium and to the park . Hahaha . Play with the water and snap some pictures ! Tadaaaa :D




Cml , Mzyoka Soon , Janice Ch'ng .
♥
Really had fun with them ! A great day [:

THE END

By , cml

Balik kampung !

OHHHHHHOHHH BALIK KAMPUNG !
Holiday season [:

Yuhuuuuuuuuu . Last Friday was the Raya day for the muslims , Happy Raya weyh ! :D I believe that most of them had already start their journey earlier before the 1st raya day . To avoid bloody traffic marh , gaga . On Friday , my family & I also went back to kampung to celebrate grandma's bday :D Luckily no heavy traffic jam . Huhuuu . That Friday night was a great night man . I was so super duper excited to go back cuz' I'm going to meet my cuzzys ! I miss them darn muchhhh larh . It was like .. we didn't meet for months already . Everyone was busy with works and studies . No time to have dinner together . So ngam it was grandma's bday , all of us balik & celebrate with her , memang happy la (: We had our dinner at a restaurant near nilai & sambil itu we camwhoring :] hahaha All of us , both young and the old one , memang love the camera :D All macam superstar that night , nganga ! Now now , there's nothing else I can say . Let the pictures do the talk !

Balik kampung lohhhhh :D !

Yummmeee yummee :p

The sweet couples ♥






CHEERS ! :D


Happy Birthday Grandma ! Keep healthy .


All of us together



Makan timeeeee !


After dinner , sampai rumah still can't stop taking pics


Hahaha . It's fun to take photos ! But it's really tiring to upload it . Gawr .
Alright , I think that's the end of my post!
But wait, there's one more photo here, the last one (;

♥ I love my Syok Sendiri family ♥

Loves , cml (: