End Of 2-0-1-2

HELLO EVERYONE !

Today is the last day of 2012 ! I don't know whether to be happy or sad about leaving all the memories I had during 2012. That's lots of stuff and things that I had been through along this year.

It was a bit sad to me that 2012 is going to end soon. I do not want it to end cuz I don't know what will happen in 2013. Haha xD that's a weird reason right xp haha. But there is no point for staying in the past and looking back at those old memories right ? People always say, ' Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened '. I should be glad with the things that happened to me and make it as a good memories to be kept forever. Sometimes I really wish that I could just keep all the memories that I had before in pictures and put it in an album, isn't that awesome? When I reach my old years I can take the album out and all the memories will come back to me (:

Maybe I should do some review about my 2012 life ? Haha. There's nothing much to talk about my 2012 life. Most of the things that I would share are the things that happened in my schools when I'm studying for my Form 6. Well well well, again & again, the same thing that I will repeat saying is that Stpm is tough like hell ! Haha xD sorry if I'm being rude :D haha. But Stpm is never that easy as you guys thought. I've got some regret during my Stpm year which is that I didn't work hard enough :/ that's one thing that I am regret of. I'm not sure whether or not I've been working hard all along but I just felt that I didn't work hard enough. What I did most of the time was being worry and fear about Stpm. I complained too much about it until I didn't even try to cope and overcome it. I just keep complaining that it was tough bla bla bla and there it goes, I never learn what I should really learn in Stpm. Well, if there's any readers here who are thinking to take Stpm, Go Ahead (: Yeah, just go ahead. Face the challenges, overcome it, and you will survive from it. One thing that I'm proud of being a Stpm student was that I survived from it (: Stpm won't make you die, but it will make you become a better person (: Especially when you meet new and nice friends, and teachers who are really dedicated to teach you. I had hard times with the teachers before, scared all the time during their lessons, especially during my maths class. Haha xD I can say that it is horrible to me xp But but but, I started to love my teachers after 1 year :p haha. Whatever it is, the pasts is past, Go go !

Last thing to say is that, I will treasure you my 2012 and 2013 please be awesome to me ! :D

Hello December ?

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Aloha ! :D I came back to update my blog ! It sounds quite funny that people now are still writing blog, I guess writing blog had been an old fashion now :p People log in to their facebook and twitters get around with their friends, update their status and i'm writing a post here. Haha. It was a shock to me that I only posted 9 posts this year :p I've been so busy that I can't write anything or update my blog. I believe that there are no more readers in my blog anymore and I wrote this for myself to enjoy. Haha, this is funny :D 

Well, I've just finish my Stpm, just to let you guys know what I'm busy up for :p It was a tough journey for me throughout this whole period while I'm studying Stpm. It's not easy. Last time I've asked people before about how they think about Stpm and their answer were ' Hard, tough, not easy, or u will die'. Now I experienced that and it is true ! Haha. Going through all these tough moments are not easy\, and I was glad that I had met new friends who are really nice (: We are all from different kind of places and we are not used to talk to each other last time. But after that, we know each other well, and we had a lot of fun together (: It was the end of my high school moment :) No more uniform, no more clipping up my hair, no more wearing tie and no more carrying heavy bag ! But I bet I will miss all these beautiful moments I had in my Form 6 school, with teachers and friends all (: It's considered a beautiful experience that I had before in my lifetime. I didn't did the papers very well as I know, but I'm glad that I've been through it and survive ! Haha.

Now, I'm still finding a course which are suitable for me (: But I am very sure that medicine, pharmacy and dentistry are not in my list. I know I will get a high pay after getting a job which is related to these courses but uhm, I wouldn't wanna suffer again in the university studying these. Haha :p Of course every courses are not easy to study, but what I'm trying to say was there's a high competition out there. Fresh graduates are competiting for these jobs and I think it's not easy. So it is better to choose one that I really interested in and I can cope it well. Pray for me ! (:

By, Mayling .

Stronger.

Mayling.

 

Be who you want you to be 

Be the one who can shine on the stage

Be the one who can make someone to inspire you

Be the best of yourself

Never change yourself just because somebody have problems with it

Keep faith to yourself

Mayling

Chase your dream.

Back for a minute.

It's been a very long time since I last post something on my blog, for almost 2-3 months I guess. Haha. Things have changed. I nearly can't recognize my own blog. I guess there are no more readers or any visitors browse to my blog anymore :p haha. It's a bit awkward now when I typing something here. I used to write and post anything on my blog last time, even it's just about something that it's really lame. Haha. Now I don't know how to write a post in a blog anymore. Uhhhhhh-oh ! Hahaha. Guess I have changed a lot. Hmmmm :)

Mayling

Sometimes you will find yourself lost at a place.
You do not know where to go, and which direction to start.
You're lost. You can't think of any way out.
It's just like you're kept inside a box, dark and empty.
No one there to help you. No one there to lend you a hand and save you.
But there is One that can save you.
He will guide you. He will give you light. He will find a way out for you.
Even you're kept in a box for days and nights. You shall not be scared.
He's there for you, he's always there for you. He will never leave you alone.
Feel His presence. Feel his love, for He is Love.
We should learn something from the experiences we have, we should not fear, for He's always guiding us.
He has bigger plans for us than we have for ourselves.
Remember, He plan it even before we are born.
He's the greatest of all.

Life of a tree.

How I wish I could live here forever.
Lying down on the grass looking at the sky, day and night.
Life is not that easy (:
Move on !

Mayling.

What a life.

Human are selfish. Every human is. They non-stop demanding, asking for the perfect things. They want the best for themselves. They do everything that they can , just to make sure their target and aim can be achieve. Isn't it funny?
I don't understand why human are like this. I. myself, is a human. I admit, that I'm not perfect. Everyone in this world is never can be perfect. Good people never can survive in this kind of world now. Sad to say. Only people who can cheat, and make tricks with other people that can survive in the society. It sounds so scary to me. I hate this kind of society, which I think I'm not belong to. But I have to learn. I have to learn to fit myself in this selfish and horrible society. But I am never gonna change my own personality, just because other people has problem with it. I'm sorry cuz I just can't. It's the society that kills the human. It's the society that change their mind. Hmmmmmmm. I should pack my stuff and start live in a cave, communicate with the animals rather than going out to the society. People wants everything the best. I also want things to be perfect. But sometimes we just need to let go. Everything happens for a reason. Everything in this world has its weakness. Just like me. Haha. I study until at this level, but I never know what's the real purpose of studying. But I am very sure I study not because of the joy of knowledge. It's just because education is important now. People need education just to keep survive. What a life.

In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are. So, just live. Make mistakes, learn from it. Have wonderful memories (:
Here I am now, back in school. I'm going to continue my Form 6 as an upper 6. I am still not get used to the name. Haha. Hmm nothing else I can say. I just hope the best for my STPM !
Wish me luck ! (:

Mayling.

01.01.2012 (:

Some relationships are like Tom and Jerry.
They tease each other, knock down each other, irritate each other,
But can't live without each other
♥

How great it is (: