Nerdy :x

I TURN INTO A NERD ! A FREAKING CRAZY NERD -.-
Good morning everyone ! Hmmmm long time didn't have this kind of feeling already. Know what time of feeling is it ? That is blogging in the early morning. Well , last time I used to do this. Post a new entry in the morning really make up my day. But after starting my school , I never get this chance to do this again. It's very hard for me to find time to blog something. Too busy, too many things to do yet so little time. Haha. I really going to be a nerd already. Haha :D I don't want to be a nerd :x

CML !

Car car !

안녕 ! 안녕 ! 안녕 !

Know what ? Today I went to listen for the undang thingy . Finally ! Haha :D Finally I went for that stupid undang class. Today is really not a good day for those who went for the undang. This morning, me and my sis reach the shop early to wait for the people who will fetch us to the JPJ for the undang thingy. Waited for 30 minutes then finally a guy came. We waited for 10 minutes again for the car to come. And then we went to the JPJ, when I reached there I was kinda relieved. Cuz I really hope the undang thingy can finish faster. So when all of us went in to the office, the first thing I noticed was, the whole office was so stuffy. No light, inside was kinda dark. And there were no wind at all -.- what I meant was, no fan ! no air-cond ! So fine, I thought maybe the office memang like that. Then we waited for like until 9.30 and we were allowed to go into the room where we will be given the undang class. That room was totally a dark room , again -.- And got two air-cond, I was kinda happy with it. So me and my sis search a place to sit. After sitting for 10 minutes in the room , no one came in to on the air-cond. It was so stuffy and those lelaki smoking punya bau kuaaaaat dao ! I really can't breathe joh that time :x And I reach a level until I took out paper I fan myself -.-

And theeeeen , the in charged guy came in at 10 and thick our attendance. Afteeeer that , he don't know bilibala what and then say the class postpone to 12.30 . OH MY GOD. That time was 10 something only lehh brother ! All of us have to wait for 2 hours ? Then fine. Ku sabar. After having some difficulties of breathing -.- we went to the canteen. At first I really thought I can find some food in the canteen and mana tau , the canteen sell nothing but nasi goreng. You all say laaa, cham mou ? ): So what to do ? I mah ordered nasi ayam goreng lo. And then hor , most worst is that , the canteen table full of dust de ah ! I'm not complaining but hor .. why all things also become the opposite of what I think de ? Very cham leh . All my perfect imagination gone liao leh D: haha . Fine fine . So I read some books while waiting the time to pass. And then hor , read read yi xia I slept -.- This even worse, I slept at the canteen . Finally ! The class started at one something. The guy came in , talk talk talk dont know for 10 minutes only then gave us 20 minutes break again . So , I fed up dao I went out and buy mamee snacks to eat -.- Then he came back to explain and explain again until 3.30 . 3.30 ngam ngam he let us go. Really Malaysian lah this guy. I don't know what to say already. Haha.

By the way, the guy let us watch some of the video clip on car accidents. Kinda scary dohhh. And I was kinda worried, don't know I can drive or not. Haha :D kay, that's all for today !

CML !

Hm .

BONJOUR BONJOUR BONJOUR !

Sigh. I left my blog for weeks again. Feel so sorry to my blog. If I didn't choose STPM as my choice, I wouldn't be busy until like this. This is funny. I don't know why it's so funny. I thought Form 6 life would be easier than my secondary form life. But terbalik -.- I am so freaking busy everyday. I don't know what I'm so busy also. Maybe use too much time to facebook then complain not enough time :x haha funny right.

By the way, remember that I had said before that my school is planning a ball night for all the Form 6 students and I'm one of the committee ? Well, things doesn't turn out well like what our team want to be. Totally different and I never thought this would happen. Seriously, everyone want to enjoy the night. But now things happens like this. And people are blaming each other. Funny right. I don't care who's fault but I just hope that everyone will enjoy the night and appreciate what we had did. We actually had put a lot of effort and our time to handle all things. But now, everything turn upside down. We are not sure about the date at all. We can't do anything at all.

Now I just hope that our teacher will approve and let us all enjoy the night .

Yours will be done !

BY CML

Time taken .

SO MANY THINGS YET SO LITTLE TIME .

Today I was kinda disappointed with my own results . I didn't get good scores in my PA and also my Biology test . PA I did the wrong graph and I lost a lot of marks there . And bio , out of 36 marks I only get 18 marks . Can u imagine that ? It's half of the full marks ! Teacher was kinda disappointed too , cuz' she expect us to score better . This is the first time our Bio teacher set up the easiest questions for us and yet we can't score a good marks . Hmmm . Very teruk lahh my results . It's getting worst day by day . I really don't know what to say already . The standard are getting lower and lower . My brain really kinda tak guna larh . Haha . That's all I can say . Cuz' last time ppl don't even have tuition class at outside but they can get 4 flat and their 4 flat is true 4 flat ! Not those chapalang chapalang 4 flat leh . Now ppl want to get 4 flat consider very kacang already . Last time was very hard . That's why I really feel that I'm very stupid if compared to the ppl last time who don't have tuition and need to study themselves . They're really genius ! Haihhhhhh . What to do now ? GO SLEEP .

Bye

Hola !

HELLO HELLO HELLO ! :D

Tadaaaaaa ! I am back to write somehting in my blog !

Foooohhhhh , for so many weeks I didn't post up new entry in my blog . Really feel incredible . Haha :D But at the same time feel sorry to my blog also . Hehe .
Alright , since I didn't update my blog for such a long time, I think I'll write everything that happened throughout the whole week . Many things happen actually . Good things and bad things . If you guys are patient enough to read my stories one by one , then go ahead :D Haha .

I was really busy for these few weeks . Many things to handle , especially my studies . I had exam this week, and I just finished my Muet paper today . Everything is hard ! I was nervous for this whole exam . Not only for Muet but all ! I had been nervous all the time sitting for the exam . Our school really handle the exam like the real exam , STPM . They made us sit in the hall and do our exam papers . I was kinda shocked at first that all of us need to answers our exam papers in the hall . But I think that it is a very good thing , so that next time we will get used to the actual exam procedure . And you guys know what .. the exam papers are really hard . Hmmm I dont know how to describe the questions but everything seems hard to me . I can answer the questions but I seriously don't have enough confidence . And today when I sat for my muet speaking paper , I failed to speak fluently . My words are totally .. berterabur :x hancur liao lo this time de test . And I really salute to people who can score maths . Really tabik ! I hope I wont get egg marks for my maths * crossing my fingers * And after this test , the school will rearrange us . Hmm .. if can , I really don't want to change class . That's all I hope for . But anyway , after the Muet paper finished , I feel relieved . Exam is finally over ! However , I need to keep moving on (: cannot rest for too long . Haha :D

And and and , I'm one of the OB night committee for our school form 6 council . We will have our OB night next week and I felt that there are many things that we haven't prepare yet . I just hope that the OB night this year will be a great success and a memorable night for our seniors (: That's all I hope . Cuz' as I know , our senior had made many special things for the OB night last year . So I hope we can give them the same thing too (: Hehe . Kay laa . I don't want write so long ady . My fingers also tired liao . And I guess you guys punya mata also berbunga-bunga ady :D haha . Off first ! BYE !

* Oh ya oh ya : I will come back more often for new entry ! Never gonna let my blog like this again :D

Laugh with joy .

3006 (:

LAST DAY OF JUNE

HEY ! Today is the last day of June . I'm like so excited ? Hahah :D No larhh , I'm not excited at all . Because I know that everytime when I expect something to be good , it will ended up very bad . It's like when people say . the more you expect , the more you will get disappointed . So it's better not to be too excited and happy at the beginning before things are settled down . Whoaaaaa , I sounds like so pro right ? Hahhahaha -.- lame .

By the way , today I wanna share some stories with u guys . Oh oh , stories ! Long time didn't tell stories already :D haha . Well ; today our school had made a telematch between the seniors and juniors , only for the form sixers :D we had futsal game and my team lost ): So sad . And I'm the goalkeeper somemore . Aiyoyo, feel so shameful with myself . Haha :D Although we lost the game but yeah , I enjoyed it a lot . And it's only 7 minutes game , so okay okay lahhh . Hee . Then after the futsal game , I joined the seniors for basketball game . It was really fun . And and , actually I don't know how to play basketball at all -.- But nvm larrrh , just play play only . Hehe -.- I very stupid right .

Hahahaha . Kay la , I think I'll just stop my post here . Got to go to finish my homework ): Damn lots of homework larh . Ku nak menangis already . Haha . Kay , chao dulu .
Bye readers !

With loves , cml .

He can hear me .

What can I do ? What should I do ?

That's the only question that keep appearing in my mind now . I don't know why there were so many things happened to me this few days . Not few days .. but for few weeks . 2011 is really not my year . So many unwanted things happened . I tried hard to let go of it but I can't . Sometimes when I sit on the couch I will start thinking , why I need to continue my studies ? I really had the thought of stop studying . I wanna continue working . Because there's nothing to worry and stressed about when I working . And I enjoyed my work a lot . But , tak mungkin punya larhhh . Sigh .

Now I just can tell myself to move on and keep going on with my life . I need to make something best out of my life . Like what people said , Live to the fullest . Yeahhh . I should have let go all the unwanted things and get started again (: Haha . Sounds so stupid right , I know . And I never been like this before pun . Maybe it's time for some change . Hope God will guide me all the way (: Yes !

Alright , start from now I really need to move on and depend on myself . Oh yaa . Forget to say one thing . I have a loving-family ! I love my family so so much (: Especially my mom , sis , bro and my dad . Yeah , all of them lah actually -.- Haha . They are there for me when I need them the most . Really .

Kay , I'll end my post here . I just hope no more any bad things will happen
* crossing my fingers *

C M L

Faith .

Let's have something new (:
Don't stop believin' . Yes .
Never stop believe in Him .

When the whole world says give up , Hope whispers and says , try it one more time .
Keep this in mind
Let's move !

CML

Greenade (:

Hello ! I am so ' free ' at this moment . So just spend some time write something for a new post . Long time didn't write stuff at here already . Everytime also write those lifeless stuff , very boring right . Haha . Kay la , let's listen to my stories now .

Actually I had moved to a new school last week , St.John Institution . It is a very nice school , everytime when I entered the school I really feel like i'm in a heritage building in Malacca :D haha . By the way , today is our school Sport's Day . I'm in green team , D'Joseph . I never thought I will get green team again this time :D haha . I've been in green house since I was in kindergarten . Can you imagine how long is it ? Haha . That's why I really like to be in green house . And even though green team nampak kinda lembik from other team but it is the opposite side . Haha :D our team won for the perbarisan and get third place for this year kejohanan . Fuhh . Kinda shocked when I know the results , haha :D Cuz all of us feel that we won't win this time but mana tau , rupanya dapat ! haha :D Geng right ? hehe .

That's all I wanna say I guess . Very malas want to write long long lah . My fingers shouting tired already :D haha .

CML

Raise up your hands .

Hello readers ! Feel so sorry that I didn't update my blog for such a long period . Nowadays have been busy for school . Never had a busy routine like this before , all things has changed . My routine life has changed , everything is changing . I wouldn't complain for this changes but I just hope that it's a good changing . There is no chance for me to change everything back to normal , I can't change things to be like how I expected it to be . All I can do is start surrender and never stop believing . Form 6 life is hard . But at the same time , I think I will enjoy it soon . Yeah , soon (: Everything will be fine , if and only if we believe it without doubt . No matter how hard it is , all I can do is just accept . I can't reject it . To be nothing is to do nothing , but I can't let myself to do that . So .. Just chill , take a deep breath and go go go . Hahahaha :D sounds so stupid doh . Well , I think I'll just stop writing . I got to go to do my maths homework . Oh shit , maths ): Gonna break my head soon . Haha .

BYEEEE !