I can't .

I'm afraid . I'm too afraid .
Save your heart for someone who cares . I'm not the one you need for . And I'm not the girl that you really want for , I mean , forever .

Sometimes we never realize things are actually easily come & easily go in our life but we never know when it will come and leaves us . But sometimes things like love, easily come but hardly to let go . When it comes , you feel like it's too fast . You haven't prepare to face it . But if you feel it is right , then just go for it . But if you feel something is wrong some where in the middle , then it is better not risk to love .

Sorry but thanks , CML .

Ipoh Taiping :D Overall, Perak .

HEY GUYS ! It's been a long time I didn't update some post with my life pictures. Last week I just went to Taiping for my relative's wedding . Seriously , going back to kampung is sort of like a weekly routine you know. It's like a culture in my family. Haha :D But I like it. Although Taiping is kinda far from KL but I really like every single of our journey to Taiping . It's actually really fun ! Well let's stop the talking , I'm tired lah , haha :D

Here comes the pics !

Taiping hor fun , not Ipoh :D




The name is so cute , kakak .


After eating , my dad bring us to a place that I don't know where it is but a very nice place (: It's somewhere like a forest and there is a small waterfall there. And what I like about it is that it's not polluted at all!



Lets move into the water ! (:


MISS TAIPING :DDD haha !

From right ;
Miss Taiping , Miss Malaysia and then me, MISS WORLD , ahhahaa !
Funniest joke ever -.-

I love the water . Cold and clean [:




Hahaa ! I can't stop laughing when I look at this pic xD !
Oh well , I just snap it since she want to make that pose so much .

My mama (:


Oooooh ! There , my dad !


Virgin jungle :D


I looks so funny :D




Step by step .


Lovely trees , lovely cloud (: Taiping Lake Garden








There's always a spark inside us ;


After playing around and had our time at Taiping , we finally decided to continue our journey back to Sg. Kerang . And we reached there in the afternoon. In the evening , all of us prepared for the wedding dinner (:

Here comes the lil' bee ! He's so cute :D


I didn't take much pics of the wedding dinner . So let's continue about the next day [:

Yummm yummm !




After having our breakfast, we went back to KL.
And this time we stopped at Ipoh again to have our lunch (;

Salted chicken :D I seriously love this .


It's old .
But I can see there's some stories behind it .




Nope nope, No pork please .


After a while , we stopped at Bidor , to have lunch again !
Oh my . Fats are growing in my body.

It's a very old restaurant but the food there are still nice .
I feel like I'm going back to the 80's (:






Hahahahhaa ! This is really funny . I took a picture of my dad while he is driving . And then I took a pic of my mom when she was sleeping xD And my sis too . It was so funny ! I wanted to post it here , but haha , can't la , they will kill me x]

Dad was trying to snap a picture without my knowing.
Haha ! And I said ; GOTCHA ! (:




Last words ;
Enjoy the journey , not the destination (:

Loves ♥ cml .

If only I can go back to the past.

If time can ticks anti-clockwise.

Sometimes I really hope we have a backspace button in our life, let us back to the past. I want to go back to the past. These few days I keep thinking & feel regrets with what I've done few years back. When I look at those students who still studying in school now, there's a lot of flashback appears in my mind. I really miss those years in high school. I miss the teachers, friends & everything in school. I miss it very badly. When I work in the tuition centre, it reminds me of my form 4 & form 5 years. I really miss those teachers, especially mr Freddy & mr Low. The best chemist & bio teacher [: Hmmm , I will never get a chance to sit in the class and hear them teaching again ]: That's the saddest thing man. Everything will be new when I start Form 6 or college. School, teachers, friends, all will be new. Sounds so-not-fun :D

The past . Cml

No school but job (:

MY FIRST POST FOR 2011 ! :D

I don't know what it feels like now . Too much things in my head now . Too much to think until I keep staring at the computer doing nothing but just clicking F5, to refresh my facebook page -.- Haha . Today is the school reopen day . I'm like , YEAY ! I'm not going to school anymore . NO MORE ! No more wearing uniform , no more arranging tables in class, no more votes for class monitor, no more decorating class, no more class duty, no more homework, what a GOOD thing ! hahahahaha . And the most happy is .. NO MORE 5.30akm ALARM CLOCK [: Hahahahaa . Aihhhh , but when think back , I miss school so so badly . I rather go to school than staying at home and online. Online the whole day will go crazy de lehhhhh ! -.-

Anyway , I found a job already ! And I will start working today (: The salary is not so high but at least cukup makan larh . Cuz' this time I really lazy to work -.- And the job really suits me . I just need to work for 6hours, which means half day & the place is freaking near my house . I just need to cross a street to reach there . I even can save money for my transport fees and foods . haha :D Bagus kan ? But only rm600 like that lah . Not much compare to last time but I think I will like this job . I hope I can do great stuff there and everything will goes fine (:

BLAH BLAH BLAH . It's time to prepare to work ! Bye bloggers ! :D

Loves, cml .

Happy New Year 2011 :D !

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

HELLO 2011 :D !
These are my plans and all the to-do list (: I'm gonna make all of this happen in 2011 , haha ! Macam la boleh -.- I hope in two zero eleven, everything will goes fine and life will be better than last year . I didn't wish and hope for so much things but please, I just hope for happiness in 2011 (: GOODBYE 2010 ! hahahahhahaha . I'm going to be eighteen next year , yeay [:
2010, too much things happen this year . I hope for more better things to happen next year, 2011. It will be another best year, right ? (:



HNY ♥ CML ((:

My long lost twitter :D

Hahaha ! It's my long lost twitter -.- Don't know how long didn't update already . It had been dumped there for 8 months I guess . Haha . When I look back I just laugh at myself . Wrote so many stupid stuff there , haha ! Even until now I not yet follow HJ )': Only followed Shindong and Donghae . How much I wish I can follow him and then he could see what I write about him . Hoho . Silly thought [: It will never happen . Cuz' I forgot my password -.-

Loves ♥ cml

Without words .

하지말걸 그랬어 . 모른척 해버릴걸. 안보이는 것처럼.
볼수없는 것처럼널 아예 보지말 걸 그랬나봐 .도망칠 걸 그랬어. 못들은척 그럴걸.듣지도 못하는 척. 들을 수 없는 것처럼.아예 네 사랑 듣지 않을 걸.

말도없이 사랑을 알게 하고 . 말도 없이 사랑을 내게 주고 .숨결 하나조차 . 널 담게 해놓고. 이렇게 도망가니까.말도없이 사랑이 나를떠나. 말도없이 사랑이 나를 버려.무슨 말을 할지, 다문 입이. 혼자서 놀란것 같아, 말도 없이 와서.

왜 이렇게 아픈지, 왜 자꾸만 아픈지.널 볼수 없다는거, 네가 없다는거 말고.
모두 예전과 똑같은건데.

말도없이 눈물이 흘러내려, 말도없이 가슴이 무너져가.말도없는 사랑을 기다리고, 말도없는 사랑을 아파하고.넋이 나가버려, 바보가 되버려. 하늘만 보고 우니까.말도없이 이별이 나를찾아, 말도없이 이별이 내게와서.준비도 못하고, 너를 보내야하는.
내맘이 놀란것 같아, 말도없이 와서.

말도없이 왔다가 ,말도없이 떠나는.지나간 열병처럼.
잠시 아프면 되나봐.자꾸 흉터만 남게되니까

loves . cml

Christmas day :D

HEY GUYS ! :D

Hmmmm , I'm just back from Genting yesterday night . Had a great trip with my dear cousin , Kelvin . Haha :D This can be say like a 'SPM holiday' to us , and of course , it's a christmas holiday for us too (: ! We went to Genting on 25th , which is on the Christmas . The place was crowded with adults and their kids . I feel like I'm one of the kids there too , haha :D

HELLO GENTING !


At first we went to line up to buy tickets . We bought the indoor and outdoor together in one package . It's kinda expensive man , but worth it la (: The first ride that we took is the spinning swing :D I not sure what its name but that was fun man ! And then we went to find the second ride . But there was a long queue at every rides . We don't know which to choose at all . Cuz' we hate to wait -.- haha :D So then we went for Space Shot . That was the most scary ride ever man ! I will never ever sit that ride again ! NEVER EVER ! When I was lining up , I looked at the people who were riding on the Space Shot , when I look at them , I also 'da lan zhan' ahhhhh . Darn scary . And when it was our turn , I started freezing . My heart was like .. urgggh, I don't know how to describe it . When it started going up , I really can't open my eyes . I just open it once a while . And when it reach the peak , I opened my eyes . I can see the whole genting . Ouh , it was nice . And then suddenly it started coming down ! I don't know at what speed they came down but I just know at that time I was totally floating ! I can't feel my sit at all :| It was like I'm flying or dropped down from a high building . Really feel like dying man -.- I really hate that feeling )': Cuz' I'm actually scared of heights , another word in malay is call gayat -.- Hergh .

Spin spin spin


Space Shot ; horror


And then just after the Space Shot , it started raining . AHHHHH , even we had the hoods also no use , cuz it's kinda heavy . So we ran to indoor . We walked and walked at the indoor . We wanted to play the roller coaster in the indoor but there were too many people lining up . And we just went off like that cuz' we had to meet aunt Anne by 6.30 to get our bags into the hotel . After getting our bags in the room , we went back to the outdoor . The rain had stopped ! YEAY :D So we went to ride the Jungle train , something like that lah . That was nice man , we even sit twice for that ride :D Teehee . After ride the Space Shot , the others were like nothing -.- Just scream for fun . Haha .

It was 8 o'clock in the night and we went to ride the Flying Dragon . The air was so cold man ! But I like it , haha :D The Flying Dragon was awesome (: I never ride this before and I thought it was scary . But actually it was not that scary at all . Haha :D The next ride is the Pirate ship :D That was fun too . I screamed a lot -.- My throat also dry already . Haha . And the last ride we had was the Corkscrew . That was a fun ride too ! It was the 2nd scary ride for me (: But it was nice . And then we continued to walk , until 9 something we went to indoor . Don't know what to do already . So we went to have our dinner [；I think we had use one hour to find a place to eat . And at last we went to Marrybrown -.- Adoooooh .

Help me !


Kelvin Chong :D ! Hugging someone huh


aha , posing :D




Haha -.- I looks so stupid there


After having our dinner , we went to ride the roller coaster . That was nothing lahhh :DD haha . Then we headed for Bowling ! But unfortunately lahhhhh , the lane was full ]': So we can't play at all . What a sad case huh . I wanted to try it so much , cuz' it's glow in the dark . Haha . Then we got nothing to do already -.- We stand and look at the people dancing in front of the Haunted house . Darn kecoh . Somore got one king kong came out dancing , very ugly lahhh that king kong :DDD haha !

Around 1 o'clock we went back to hotel . Finally, it's the time to rest ! Haha :D

Sleep time . What a pajamas -.-

On the next day, 26th . I was shock by looking at myself at the mirror . Deep panda eyes -.- Looks like I had cry for day and night . haha .

HAHAHA

Really had a fun trip and Christmas day this year ((:

Loves ♥ cml